As Amanda made her way into the den she plopped down in the big armchair where all of this self-doubt came into play. When Amanda started digging around for the remote she noted that this thicker diaper that she was wearing was way different from the one that she was wearing before. She pulled her T-shirt up and looked down at it. “Man this is thick but it feels a little better than the single one I was wearing I might have to try three later tonight I am starting to like this thicker diaper.”

When Amanda finally found the remote to the TV and she tried to get comfortable in the big armchair she found it hard with the extra thickness of the diaper that she was wearing. She tried a few positions and then finally found one that worked. As she lay there spread out on the chair with her diapers exposed from under her T-shirt she did not have a care in the world. She even thought to herself: mom and dad could walk in right now and I would not care. I am comfortable and peaceful. I am enjoying this. I am going to do this more often. This is like being in paradise.

As Amanda lay in the armchair and let the minutes slip away the natural urge returned. When it started to take surface she let it come and naturally her body fought it off. She lay there and the thoughts started to flow again but she fought them off. While she laid there in the chair watching the road runner out smarting the coyote the urge to go started reaching it’s breaking point she tried with all her might to hold it back and then she just let it all go. She felt like she was a dam that let the flood gates open. She got cautious and worried about leaking out of the sides of her diaper but Amanda just let it flow. Amanda just lay there in the chair and did not have a care world she let nature take its course. She was enjoying this and let all the stress and tension go. When the urge concluded its flow Amanda ran her hand around her diapers and checked for leaks. When she found none she was satisfied and just stayed where she was in the armchair and let the diapers do their work.

Amanda continued to be positioned in the armchair watching her cartoons and letting nature take it’s course when a thought came to mind: I like this. I do not have to get up to go to the bathroom during commercials. I can stay here in the chair. This is great I am enjoying this.

Amanda noted that she was starting to get a little soaked and the finale of the cartoons was coming near, so she decided to let the cartoons finish up and then go and change herself. She could tell that the diapers that she was wearing were hitting their limit and she also noted that she was not totally sure how many wettings one diaper could handle let alone two since this is only the second time that she had diapered herself.

She waited for the last of the show to go off the air before she got out of the chair and started to head to her bedroom for another diaper change. When she stood up from the chair she noticed that the diapers that she was wearing had swollen up since they had gotten wet. She pulled up the T-shirt that she was wearing and did a physical inspection of her soaked diapers, “oh yea these are in bad need of a change they are starting to change colors on me.”

Amanda made her way back to her bedroom and noticed that she was waddling more with the way that the diapers had swollen since she had first put them on. Amanda waddled towards the bag of diapers and then over to her bed. She thought about what she was getting ready to do and thought to herself: Amanda, this is your second diaper change are you sure you want to do this. What are you going to do when mom and dad are home? How can you hide these feelings and emotions from them? Amanda think about what you are getting into and what it can lead into. This could lead into an addiction!

Amanda waddled back to her mirror, took a long look and started to think: Amanda you have already made the choice. Don’t second-guess your feelings and emotions. Do this and control it. If it gets addictive, then work with that when the time comes. Right now you are enjoying this and not hurting anyone or anything. Let it flow. Go over there change those wet diapers and get into clean dry ones. You are not hurting anyone; you are enjoying this, let your emotion flow! Quit fighting these feelings and let yourself experience that which you are enjoying. Come on Amanda wake up. For the first time in a long time you are happy! Realize that you have found something that makes you happy and you are not doing what someone else is wanting or making you do!

Amanda closed her eyes took a deep long breath. She took her hands and ran them along the front of the soaked and swelling diapers that she was wearing. She was tired of all her self-doubt and she was beginning to enjoy this with each time that she diapered herself and also when she was able to just let it all go and not worry about the out come. Amanda ran her hand along the back of her diapers as well and the same feelings flowed over her. She has found something that she enjoyed and at to this point she did not care what anyone thought. She was enjoying this and she decided to continue doing it. She did not even notice that she started to wet herself again. It came natural with no hesitation. She was in such a relaxed state that it just flowed and when Amanda noticed that she was wetting again she just let all her cares go to the four winds. She moved towards her bed and waited until she was finished with what she was doing.

Amanda took the two diapers and laid them on her bed. When she finished wetting she reached for the towel that was lying on the bed. She spread the towel out on her bed and then placed herself on it and started to change the wet diapers. When she reached and started to pull the first tape loose she remembered that she did not have any thing to clean herself with and she also thought that some powder would be a good idea. So she made her way back into the bathroom and got the powder and a wet wash cloth.

Amanda then returned to what she set out to do. She laid down on the towel and started to change the wet diapers that she was wearing. When she had both of them off she pulled them from under her and let them fall onto the floor. She was a little startled when she heard the sound that they made when they hit the floor. She then proceeded to clean herself, dry herself and then placed herself right back into clean dry diapers. When Amanda was satisfied with her diaper job she proceeded over to her mirror to do a physical inspection.

While Amanda was looking at herself in the mirror she ran her hands up and down the front and back of her diapers. She liked the way they felt and she did not care what others thought and she had no worry in the world at this point in time.

With out warning the phone rang, Amanda was startled so bad that she wet herself. She walked over and answered the phone, “Hello. Oh high mom. I am doing okay, just glad it is Friday. How are things going out there? That’s good how is dad doing? Okay, can you tell him I said hi? No not sure what I am going to do tonight. I was thinking about calling Julie and see if she wanted to come over. Yes mom I will be good and no I will not have any parties. Okay, mom. Love you, and I will see you guys Sunday night.” Amanda hung up the phone and sat down on her bed and thought about the conversation that she just had with her mom. Amanda wondered if her mom knew what she was doing but then how could she know. Amanda shrugged it off and wondered if she should call Julie and see if she wanted to come over tonight, “but then that means that I will not be able to wear my diapers while she is here.” Amanda thought about this for a few moments and then wondered what Julie would say. She put the thoughts in the back of her mind and picked up the wet diapers off the floor and tossed them in the trashcan.

Amanda looked at the clock in the kitchen it read 5:20. It is already going on 5:30 where did the afternoon go? Then the thought hit her: well let me see Amanda two diaper changes in a little over two hours I wonder. Amanda giggled to herself. She grabbed the phone and dialed Julie’s phone number. “Okay, Julie where are you?” When Julie answered the phone she sounded like she just got done running a marathon. “Hello.” “Julie you okay?” “Yea was in the shower when I heard the phone ringing.” “If I knew you were getting into the shower I would have waited until when you turned the water on and then called.” “Amanda you are mean.” “Hey what can I say? By the way what do you have planned for tonight?” “Before or after my date was called off?” “Okay then that answers my question. Tell you what how fast can you be here?” “Well that all depends is Tom Cruise or Brad Pitt there?” “Yes as a matter of fact they both just pulled up in front of the house.” “In that case I will be there in 5 minutes.” “Seriously how fast can you get over here?” “Well why do you ask?” “Well mom and dad are gone for the weekend and I have the house to myself. And mom said there was no problem with you staying over for the weekend.” “Tell you what give me 15-20 minutes and I can be over.” “Great see you when you get here.” Amanda hung up the phone and just leaned against the counter.

“Okay, Amanda now what are you going to do? Julie is coming over and you are standing here in the kitchen in nothing but a diaper and a T-shirt. What are you going to do? Hide this or let Julie in on your little secret. Amanda you have about 20 minutes to decide then it will be one way or the other.” Amanda just stood there debating on what she was going to do. When she finally decided, “I am going to let Julie in on this and see what she thinks about it. But I better get some shorts on before she gets here.”