It was an incredibly wonderful experience to wake up that next morning with Alex cuddled up against me. He was bigger, older, and more advanced in his life, yet he was snuggled up against me like a little boy seeking comfort and security. His naked buttocks was pushed up against my penis while my arm laid over his chest and my hand at his penis. It only seemed natural that I lightly stroke his fleshy shaft while my own seemed to seek refuge in the cleavage of his buttocks while pondering all that he told me the night before about Mr. Harris’s pre-taping preparations. Mainly, I couldn’t help wondering what transpired in his mind when he submitted his behind to other actors so they could give him an enema, and then making him cum by rectally fucking him. Only after musing over all of that did I wonder what it would be like to be fucked by his huge Anglo cock. Yet, that was also when I realized that I had no interest in joining him in the porn business. That would not only upset my parents in a major way, but I couldn’t imagine being sexual in front of cameras, or the men who operated them. That just wasn’t who I was, and so I knew I would have to find a way to tell Alex how I actually felt about his chosen profession.
Although not on purpose, Alex almost immediately solved that dilemma when he woke up a few seconds later. He looked in my eyes, and asked, “So, what are you thinking?”
While continuing to stroke his semi erect cock, I came right out and said “That I love you, and that I want to have all kinds of sex with you, but I don’t want to do porn. I want you to know that I like watching it, but I don’t want to be in it. I hope that doesn’t upset you?”
Alex pushed his buttocks more firmly into my pubis, and said, “No, that doesn’t upset me at all. But what about me?”
“What about you?”
“Well how do you feel about me being in porn?”
Again without thinking, I said, “That’s okay, I guess.” But after giving that question a little more thought, I added, “Actually, when I think about it, I don’t like that either. If you want to know the truth, I don’t want to share you with anyone, especially like that. I just want us to be a normal couple. And I want our sex just to be ours and only ours. I want sex to be about loving you and being loved by you, and not something to be shared with anyone else.”
Alex turned his body in my arms, and I immediately felt like I had just said too much. He smiled while seeming to think for a moment, and then he kissed me, and said, “Thanks for being honest. Remember last night at the club when I told you that you didn’t have to worry because I wasn’t going to ask you to marry me?”
“Well I meant that. But this is another day, and if you’d just tell me that you’d consider marrying me some day, I’ll quit porn today. I mean it, Kix. Because I want all of the same things you want, and I want them with you and only you. I know it’s way too soon for me to say this, but I’d give anything just to be exclusive with you. Or more importantly, to be loved by you.”
By the look in his eyes I knew he was dead serious, and so I said, “Well this is awfully quick for me. I mean you’re the first guy I’ve ever even kissed, but I feel the same way about you.”
Alex just looked at me for several seconds, and then said, “You mean you would consider marrying me some day?”
“Well, that all depends.”
I could clearly see disappointment in his eyes when he asked, “On what?”
I rocked my pelvis to rub my penis against his, before saying, “Well, I want you to know that I didn’t even know this about myself before you told me about how Mr. Harris get’s you ready for a porn shoot, but I’d really like to give you an enema someday. You know, one of those lubricating ones like you told me about last night.”
Alex wrapped both of his arms around me and pulled me tight to his body as he worked his warm penis against mine, while saying, “I’d let you give me any kind of enema you want, any time you want if you’ll just let me do the same to you.”
I smiled and kissed him as I asked, “Do you have one?”
“Yea, but not with me. But if you want we could go down to Tahoe City and buy one. Have you ever been given one?”
I felt a little embarrassed while I admitted, “Well not a lubricating one, but Yea. My mother gave me a couple when I was kid. You know, when I was a sick.”
Alex moved toward me while asking, “Can I kiss you?” And before I could answer he kissed me again, passionately with our tongues once again searching each other’s mouths before he finally pulled away to say, “If you mean what you are telling me, I’ll give Harris a call today and tell him he has to get someone else for his movie. And I’ll promise you right here and now that I’ll never have any kind of sex with anyone but you for the rest of my life if you really meant all you just said.”
“I meant every word I said. And if you mean what you’re telling me, then I hope it’s okay that I call you Alex from now on. I really like it a whole lot more you’re your porn name.”
“Good,” he said, “I’d really like that. Being called Tony has only made me feel like I was some kind of imposter.”
“Good, then let’s go down to Tahoe City. We could go to a coffee shop for breakfast, and then to a drugstore so we could buy an enema. How does that sound?”
“It sounds like I love you.” And then he kissed me again, a face grinding, tongue sucking kiss that made both of our dicks all but throb while we erotically worked them against the each other.
We didn’t have orgasmic sex that morning, but instead kissed and hugged until we got up to get dressed, after which we all but ran down to Alex’s car. After bacon, eggs and waffles at my favorite coffee shop, Alex drove us to a drugstore where he bought, not only an open top enema bag, but also an adult sized squeeze bulb enema syringe, and a tube of Vaseline. From the drugstore he drove straight to an adult novelty store that he seemed quite familiar with. There he bought a large plastic jar that you could almost call a jug, of a powdery substance that he explained would make the best anal lubricant known to man. Its label was full of fine print, but big blue lettering across its top spelled out “J-Lube”. Alex explained that it was originally designed for veterinarians to use for vaginal and rectal exams of horses and other large livestock. He further explained that just a little bit of its powder would magically transform a quart of warm water into the slipperiest goo I could possibly imagine. And finally, he explained that it was the exact same stuff that Mr. Harris used to make up the lubricating enemas he made his actors give each other prior to a porn shoot. I was flabbergasted and excited all at the same time. In fact, just holding that jar caused my penis to develop into a major boner that remained hard the whole way back to the Chalet.
I had only met Alex a few hours before, yet he had already taught me more about being gay than I ever thought I’d ever know. But Alex wasn’t done with his lessons, because the instant we were safely back in the privacy of the Chalet, he asked, “So what kinds of sexual things have you experienced?”
That question embarrassed me, but I answered, “Well, I jack off every day, or even two or three times a day if no one is around.”
Alex smiled and then asked, “But have you ever done anything with another guy?”
I don’t know why, but I was also embarrassed to admit, “No, you’re my first.”
He smiled before saying, “The thing is, I want to do everything with you. I feel like I could just devour your whole body right here and now, but I don’t want to push, and I don’t want to do something that could make you uncomfortable.”
“Well even though I don’t have any experience, I kind of feel the same way about you. And even though I never even thought about given another guy an enema, I can’t wait to give you one, and then fuck you, and then suck you off again. Do you think that’s moving too fast?”
“Oh God, no.” Alex said, “I’d love that. I know it sounds kind of crazy, but I’d really love that. We could do it in the shower right now, and we could take turns doing each other. How does that sound?”
That time I kissed him, and then said, “It sounds perfect.”
Without waiting for Alex to respond, I turned and raced up the stairs. Alex was right behind me with his shopping bag in hand. As soon as I got to my room I began to struggle out of my jeans. And when I looked back to Alex I saw that he was almost free of his clothing. I had judged Alex to be masculine, sexy, and mysterious, but at that moment he seemed more like a boy, more anxious, cute, and innocent. I didn’t know how I could fall so in love with someone so fast, but there he was, and I knew that I loved every fiber of his being.
As soon as Alex was naked he hugged me, totally encapsulating me in his arms until we were in all but total body contact. We kept up our hugging and kissing as I soaked in the sensuous feel of his body. It was the kind of experience that caused our cocks to be fully erect by the time we parted. I took a hold of his turgid member, and said, “If you want us to be a couple, this has to belong to me and only me from now on. No one else can touch it, or even see it, not even if they pay you a million dollars to make another porn film.”
Alex kissed me again, and said, “I never thought that I would love someone as much as I love you, so I hope you won’t think I’m crazy when I tell you that I want to marry you, and that I want to be with you and only you for the rest of my life. And I want you to know that I wasn’t kidding when I told you that I’d quit the porn business today and get a new job if you’ll just say yes to getting married.”
I looked in his eyes, and said, “Well, I do love you. So start looking for a new job.”
“Okay, but right now I need a small pot or pitcher so I can make up a batch of lube that’ll be big enough for the both of us. Remember, I get to do you too, because I really want to fuck that sweet little butt of yours.”
We kissed one more time, before I said, “I’m sure my mom will have something in the kitchen that would do just fine.”
While keeping my eyes on his, I reached down and took ahold of Alex’s erection to lead him back down stairs and into the kitchen. I didn’t let go of his cock until I had to go through some cabinets to find a plastic pitcher that Alex approved of. Once Alex agreed on my selection, we all but ran back to my bedroom’s bathroom. I watched as he made up enough of the milky slime like substance to fill both of our rear plumbing. Then he told me to start the shower warming while he returned to my bed to retrieve the squeeze bulb syringe that he had just purchased. As soon as he returned to the bathroom he unscrewed its nozzle and then sucked a full bulb of the lube into the syringe before screwing its nozzle back in place. I was in the shower by that time, and when Alex joined me he got under the spray and moved me to the back of the tub. Then he placed both of his lube laden hands on my naked butt cheeks, and began to sensuously smear the slippery slime all over my butt rounds. It became immediately obvious to me that the lube was incredibly slippery as his hands seemed to glide effortlessly and sensuously over my butt cheeks, my anal cleavage, and even into my anus. And while massaging his hands all over my butt he turned me as he knelt and took my cock in his mouth.
I would have cum right then and there, something he must have sensed as he only sucked on my cock for a few seconds before letting it spring free so he could stand to ask, “Are you ready for your first lube enema?”
I kissed him and said, “I’m ready for anything you want to do.”
“I hope so,” he said, “Because I want to do everything to you. I want to love all over your whole body. And I want to fuck your butthole as soon as I get it full of this nice warm lube.”
I kissed him again. And as soon as I freed my tongue from his mouth, I said, “You can do anything you want to me, but remember that I get to do you too. And you better hurry because I want to fuck you right now. I want to fuck your ass until you cum.”
“Okay Baby, turn back around and just stand with your feet apart, and I’ll do all the rest.”
That was the first time he referred to me as “Baby”. It brought back memories of my mother when I was a baby, and for that reason I really liked it. So I smiled at him before turning my back to him. Almost immediately I felt him opening my butt cheeks. Next I felt a slippery finger massaging my anus, and then it sliding effortlessly up into my rectum where it wiggled around for several seconds before it was eventually withdrawn. But instead of the enema nozzle, I felt his finger re-enter and withdraw 3 or 4 more times before he finally felt he had enough lube in my rectal passage to accommodate the enema nozzle. But instead of giving me my lube enema, he simply continued to hold my butt cheeks open as he said, “I love the way your anus is tucked so deep in your ass. Your butt cheeks keeps it so private and protected. You have to promise me that from this moment on no one but me gets to see this, or touch it, or certainly never fuck it. No one but me, okay?”
I knew what he meant, but I asked, “But what about a doctor or nurse if I get sick?”
“Okay, but only if I’m there to chaperone. They’d probably try to sex you up the instant they caught a glimpse of this, and I couldn’t tolerate that.”
I was hoping he was kidding when I felt the enema nozzle touch my anus. It slipped in even more effortlessly than his finger. Then I felt it moving and twisting around in my rectum as he squeezed its bulb until it was fully flat. But he wasn’t done, because he then folded the flattened bulb, which caused the nozzle to wiggle around within me even more before he squeezed it again, just to make sure I got the bulb’s full load of slime. My rectum seemed to drink in the J-Lube as if it hungered for it. Yet I immediately understood what Alex meant when he said the lube enema would be hard to hold. My rectum not only felt fully expanded, but stimulated by the warm lube to the point that it wanted to expel everything that was in it, no matter how much I loved its feel. And because the warm goo was so slippery, it really did take all of my anal strength to keep the slimy substance within me. It was as if the slime was waking up and stimulating the entire length of my rectal canal in such a way as to make it anxious to have Alex’s huge white boy cock enter and fuck me for the first time. Alex wasn’t helping, because he continued to hold my butt cheeks fully open, which made it even harder for me to keep my anus tightly puckered and the warm slimy substance within me. I thought he would insert his cock right away, but instead I felt his breath on my anus, and then his lips, and then the suction of an erotic kiss as his tongue probed its way into my straining hole as if it were searching for the lube I was desperately trying to contain. I knew my pending orgasm was on a hair trigger, so I said, “You have to stop, or I’m going to cum, and I don’t want to do that until my dick is up your slime filled ass.”
Alex kissed and probed some more, but eventually broke his suction so he could stand. And as he turned my body so we were once again face to face, he said, “I love how you feel inside. I can tell that you’re really turned on by the way your asshole held and hugged my finger. It told me that you love me better than any words you could speak.”
I knew he was right, because I was particularly aware of my rectal contractions, and was so turned on by them that I hungered to have his finger back up my butt. But I didn’t tell him that as he repositioned my body so that my back was to the shower spray. And then he dropped his hands to my butt cheeks. They were still laden with J-Lube, and so his hands still slid sensuously over my butt cheeks causing pure erotic pleasure for us both. Alex continued to kiss me passionately while once again probing my mouth with the tongue that had just been in my anus. Only after the shower spray had washed most of the J-Lube lube from my ass and his hands, did he stop and say, “Please give me my J-lube enema now. I want to be holding it in when I fuck you.”
I kissed him, and told him that I loved him as I picked up the bulb syringe. I held it up while asking him if I should wash it. He answered with an emphatic “no”, and then told me that he wanted it up his ass just like it was. I followed his example and removed its nozzle so I could more easily aspirate the thick slime into the enema’s bulb. When I had it fully filled, I screwed its nozzle back in place and placed it on the edge of the tub, out of reach of the shower’s spray. Then I reached back into the plastic pitcher to scoop out a big glob of the slippery white slime before saying, “Turn around, Baby, so I can see your ass while I’m injecting your lube.”
Without another word Alex turned his back to me so I could apply the J-Lube to his humpy, hairless, white boy butt cheeks. My hands slid over the perfect smooth rounds of his muscular buttocks as I massaged them with great ease. I loved the feel of his slippery butt rounds as they seemed to come to life under the touch of my hands, to the point that I couldn’t help massaging them much longer than I had massaged mine. Finally I parted them so I could see his anus. I had never been so close to another man’s butt before, much less his anus, so I was totally drawn to it. To me it was the most beautiful thing I had ever seen, so I continued to massage his butt cheeks while occasionally dragging a lubricated finger over his puckered hole. Finally I began to massage his hole in such a way as to show it love, and eventually to penetrate it. It was unbelievably erotic and warm inside. It was also more muscularly active than I had imagined. Just having my finger in Alex’s rectum caused my cock to stiffen even more as his rectal contractions on my slime coated finger seemed to grow stronger. I worked my finger all around within his rectal cavity for a minute or so before shifting to pumping my finger in and out, dragging more lubricant in with each plunging stroke. Finally I withdrew and just watched as it twitched in anticipation of my next move. But instead of reinserting my finger, I held his cheeks open and planted a big slimy kiss on his twitching anus. I kissed and kissed and probed my tongue into his puckered opening while realizing that it, nor the J-Lube tasted anything but wonderful, to the point that I couldn’t stop sucking and probing Alex’s anus until he warned me in a breathy voice, that if I didn’t stop he was going to cum, and like me he didn’t want to cum until his dick was up my ass.
Having just had the same experience with his tongue in my asshole, I knew exactly what he was feeling, and so withdrew and inserted the enema nozzle. It slipped effortless in until the neck of the bulb was against Alex’s anus. Only then did I squeeze the bulb flat, and like he had done with my injection, I folded the collapsed bulb over and squeezed it some more. I wanting him to receive the same stimulating dose of lube that I was holding in my rectum so we could have similar experiences. And once I had delivered the enema’s full dose, I turned him around and took his cock in my mouth. I sucked it fully in and swathed it with my tongue until he pulled it from me and said, “Oh no you don’t. I’m going to cum up your ass, and you’re going to love it so much that you’ll want to marry me today.”
Alex pulled me to a standing position, turned my back to him, and with the greatest of ease, pushed his cock fully up into my slime filled rectum. His cock was so slippery, so filling, and so sensuously alive that I came after only 4 or 5 strokes. Fortunately, so did he. Yet I was so turned on that I immediately turned around, and then turned him around so I could fuck his lube filled asshole. I fucked him for 10 to 15 strokes before we both climaxed a second time. My second climax was so exhausting that I all but collapsed on his back.
We then took turns emptying our bowels in the toilet. I have to admit that I was surprised at how fully my bowel evacuated. Everything in it just seemed to slip and slide right out, even though the actual volume of that enema was much smaller than any of the enemas my mother had given me after she told me that I was big enough to take a “big boy” enema.