Note: This is like my fantasy exam, based on one that almost really took place...

I almost chickened out a number of times on the way there, but found myself sitting in the waiting room all alone, kicking my own shoes back and forth. I found it really strange that there wasn't anyone else waiting in the office, and even though I hadn't gone to the doctor very regularly in her life, I knew I'd never seen an office that vacant. My mother had given me the info that morning and dashed off to work, shocking me with the fact that she'd made an appointment. Why now when it'd been years since I'd been to a doctor? We'd just moved to a new town and she had the "fresh new start" bug. I supposed it was just one of those things. Sitting there, I wasn't sure why I'd come at all, I was so nervous my heart was barely beating, let alone skipping a beat and above all else, I was TERRIFIED of going to the doctor.

It didn't help that this was my first time going alone. Sick of waiting, I stood, about to leave when suddenly I heard the door to the back office open.

"Annie." The nurse called. "We're ready for you now."

The nurse led me, not to an exam room, but to the doctor's office, seating me in a chair in front of the desk. "Doctor Payne will be in shortly."

I sat nervously, looking around the office, 'Maybe.' I thought. 'It's just a consultation. That happens, right?' Suddenly, the door opened again. I jumped, fear rising in my heart, if that were even possible: this doctor was a man! I'd never seen a male doctor before in my life. Dr. Payne stepped in the room, everything about him filling my whole being with intimidation and dread. He was a large, imposing man, balding, not the most attractive... not the kind of guy a young girl particularly wants to be examined by. Moreover, I got the memo in a flash that he was imposing and stern: he really met business. I gulped as he moved to sit across from me, opening my file but not looking at me.

"Annie, I have your chart here. I'm Dr. Payne, lets see what brings you in today." He read, rather than acknowledging me. "Okay, you've just moved to town... This is your first exam in a decade... really?"

"Yes." I said nervously.

"So you were prepubescent the last time you had a physical." I nodded, noting that he now stared intently at my chest. I scooted back in my chair. "And so you've started your period and so forth?"

"Some time ago." I said uneasily.

"And you're not sexually active?"

"N-no, never." I could barely get the words out.

"Good." He said, closing my chart. "Follow me."

More uneasy now, I followed the doctor back into the hall and into an exam room, jumping again when he closed the door behind him, noting that I was now truly alone with this big, really scary man. I shivered, finding that in addition to everything else, the exam room was freezing cold. It was a plain room: just a examining table, a stool, a tray and a sink and counter.

"Okay. Hop up on the table."

Hesitantly, got on the table and he began examining my eyes, nose and ears. "Now, since its your first physical with me, and your very first since you were very young, today is going to be a bit different than you may be used to."

"Oh?" I ask, confused.

"I make it a practice of being very through to begin with, but since you've not been properly examined in far too many years, I am going to be doing a very detailed examination on you."

He went over to the sink, filling a large cup of water and handed it to me. "Drink."

"Why?"

"Just do it." He said sternly. "This means your exam will take some time, and you'll need to be patient with me and my instructions." He started to feel my throat as I drank, I could feel his hands squeezing as I swallowed. He then moved them down to my stomach, pressing deeply as I drank.

"I'm full." I gasped, feeling sick as his large hands pressed into my small frame.

"Annie: finish it now."

I gulped it down at the threat of throwing up and he continued talking.

"What do you mean detailed?" I ask, finishing the glass.

He went over to the cabinet above the sink and got something out, I couldn't really make out what it was, but it looked like a folded up sheet. He handed it to me.

"You're going to have your very first big girl exam today." He explained. "While I prepare, go in the corner and change into this gown."

"No!"

"Make sure it opens in back. Please remove your socks, bra and panties."

"No I don't want to!" I cry desperately.

"Now Annie." He said sternly. "I'm a doctor. It's perfectly alright for me to see you without your clothes on."

"I won't!"

"I need you completely naked for this examination, young lady. You've developed and changed a lot since your last checkup. Its my job to make sure your healthy and your body has developed normally. So I'll be testing that out today and making sure everything is in order."

"No."

"It's either strip, or one piece of clothing at a time. Your call."