Coming in a massive flash, I fell back and to the side of Jack, ending up on the bed next to him. Never in all my life had I come so violently or massively.
I looked up and Jack also had collapsed down to the bed, still on his stomach, and lying there quiet. Gradually, he started to move, and turned to look at me.
"Thanks Joe," he said quietly, "I really needed that. You are amazing." He reached over to touch me, and I could feel a bit of a tingle as he did so, moving my own hand over to his. We looked in each other's eyes and knew our relationship had changed, perhaps forever.
Almost immediately, confusion set in as my brain tried to reconcile what had happened with my previous distaste with Jack's lifestyle. He was the 'free love in any form' person who had developed several gay relationships, but I was always the more reserved, usually unattached, and heterosexual in mind and actions.
"What could be happening here?" I asked myself. "Am I really gay like Jack?" Whatever was happening, my dick told me I had liked what I did.
"Joe, I will bet you are confused right now, aren't you?" asked Jack. "You think you might be gay because you just fucked me in my ass."
I looked at him, but could not find words to respond.
"Joe," my cousin continued, "Almost every man has a situation like we just went through. You came over to help and the events got out of control, mostly because of me. You responded in the heat of the moment. That does not make you gay, or even close. You simply responded to my request, and I appreciate that."
"Jack, I just don't know what my mind thinks right now. We did what we did. That's about it. if I helped you, I'm glad. We played as kids and grew up together. With the exception of Aunt Sue, we are all we have. I was glad to help. As far as the sex was concerned, if it helped you feel better, then it was OK." Joe squeezed Jack's hand a bit as he finished talking. They both now lay on the bed, face up, side-to-side.
Jack moved his hand from Joe's and reached over, placing it on Joe's stomach and rubbed lightly. "Look Joe," he said, continuing what was really a circular caress of Joe's stomach. "Let's get your mind in order here. Turn over on your left side, away from me." Joe looked quizzically at his cousin, but complied, and Jack reached for the Vaseline on the bed.
Rubbing Joe's back, Jack spoke quietly, and Jack could hear the cover of the Vaseline coming off. "Joe, let's experiment here. You did me, and I am going to do you, gently, as it should be. You tell me no, or we can try. You make up your mind."
Joe thought for a moment and responded, "I trust you," then rolled over. Within seconds, he could feel Jack's hand on his ass cheek, raising it slightly, then the feel of cold Vaseline on his pucker.
"Take a deep breath, Joe," said Jack, "Then let it out as hard as you can." Jack responded, and, as he did so, Jack rammed his finger far up Joe's ass. From the response, Jack could see that Joe was responding anxiously, trying to squeeze his muscles to push Jack's finger out, then finally relaxing.
"Are you ready,. Joe?"
"I guess," came the response. Joe felt the finger being withdrawn, and then a larger thing pressing close on his pucker, and he felt Jack's body touching his own. Somehow, the warmth was a relaxing feeling, and Joe simply waited for what would come next. How own dick was responding as well, rising slightly.
"Here we go, nice and easy," said Jack, pressing more with his dick on Joe's asshole. There as tension, then some slight relaxing, then Joe could feel Jack's dick begin to enter him. Joe gasped slightly.
"Am I going too fast, Joe?"
"No," responded Joe. "In fact, it feels different, not painful, a bit achy maybe, but it feels good." As he spoke, Jack pushed slowly, entering perhaps an inch, then pausing before moving forward again, each time about an inch.
Joe began to respond even more, bucking a bit, and pushing himself over toward Jack's dick. "Jack that feels sooo good. Push more." Jack responded and Joe could feel his dick moving past the muscles into his ass.
"All in," said Jack. Joe could feel Jack's body against his ass cheeks momentarily, before Jack began to withdraw a bit.
"Fuck me Jack. I want that dick going in and out. The sensations are amazing." Jack responded by first slow, then faster strokes and withdraws, and, as he did so, Joe's dick became rock hard. Jack reached around his his Vaseline-covered fingers and spread some on Joe's dick then grasped it in his hand and started to slowly rub up and down.