I was pretty grumpy. My plan for the day was to sneak of to my secret cove on the lake, and spend the day playing in my diapers, swimming and laying out on the beach. Living at home with my parents and brothers, my secret place at the lake was the only place where I could really explore my love for diapers. But no, I had to take my little brother Jordy in for his annual physical. Since I had no appointment, I figured I could get away with wearing a nice diaper, if I wore baggy pants.

So in order to make the wait more enjoyable I left home with two layers of Attends holding in a hefty butt plug. I sat in the room with my brother and our doctor during the exam and amused myself by using my rectal muscles to play with the plug. I would let it slide out, pushing like I was filling my diaper, then I would sit or lean up against something to push it back in. I was enjoying myself enough that I didn’t mind missing out on my day on the beach. Jordy was then a healthy kid, so his physical didn't take long- then the doctor told me to strip for my physical-I tried to come up with excuses but always ended up having to strip my clothes as Jordy and the doctor watched revealing my bulging diaper. When Jordy saw me in my diapers, he was bug-eyed, then he got that mischievous little smile of his and giggled- I looked away in shame. Then the questions began-"how long have you been incontinent"-and of course Jordy asks what incontinent means. The doctor tells him it means that someone can't control when they go to the bathroom- Jordy asks "you mean

like a baby", looking at me. "yes" replies our doctor, "like a baby". He has me lay on the exam table and starts asking me embarrassing and technical questions about my incontinence which I can’t answer because I am not incontinent. As the doctor unfasten my diapers he tells me that wearing two diapers the way I was is ineffective- that I should use some sort of a soaker pad if I have have problems with leaking. When he gets down to my soaked inner diaper he comments that "its a good thing you were wearing your diaper, otherwise you would have soaked your pants" at which my brother giggles out loud. He examines my front, while asking more embarrassing questions which I stumble to try and answer. The doctor helps me stand, and I feel relived feeling my shame was coming to an end-butt no- he turns me around and bends me over the exam table, with my rear in the air and the plug plain to see. The doctor says to me "now Taylor, while some people find a plug up their bum to be very pleasurable, it is not an effective way to deal with incontinence-so I hope that’s not what you are using this for", as he grabs the plug and starts slowly pulling it out-"now bear down, so I can take a look around in there and try and see the problem. When the plug pops out, Jordy of course asks "What’s that?"- mercifully, this time the doctor ignores him. The doctor probes my rear, at first with his gloved fingers, then with something he called a rectal scope. When he was done he sent Jordy out to "ask an orderly to bring a clean diaper for your brother". While Jordy was gone, the doctor

told me he could find no physical evidence of incontinence, that the cause might be psychological- that maybe for some reason I simply wanted to be incontinent (I couldn’t muster the courage to tell him how right he was) The peak of my humiliation came with the arrival of the orderly, who turned out to be someone I knew at school- and had been secretly infatuated with. He waked in to see me with my bare ass in the air, my face pressed against my wet diaper on the table, and my butt plug right next to me. I was humiliated and excited- I’d been shamed in front of the guy I’d been fantasizing about, but I also had sort of lived out my fantasy. He looked at me with a smirk mirroring Jordy’s, giving me a wink to let me know he recognized me, then left. As the doctor left, he put a tube of KY next to my plug, and said "I imagine you won't want to walk back into your house carrying that for everyone to see". Jordy knew he had me under his thumb as he watched me sit on the plug as I tried in vain to block his view with the diaper in my hand. I laid out the new diaper and put it on as Jordy contemplated all the chores and favors I’d be doing for him to stop him from telling everyone what he’d seen.