7/23 /23 Sunday
Yesterday I wrote this long eloquent blog only to have it disappear .
This is happening more and more often laity . I didn't get out of bed all day yesterday . My brain didn't or wouldn't function correctly all day .
Also yesterday Mrs. Hildia brought me two cups of coffee just before a young guy stuck his head in though my door way to tell me that there isn't any hot water so there won't be any coffee ! . I don't know how she does it but Mrs. Hildia deserves my accolades !
So no hot water ,,,,, That means no bath's ... I am starting to get a little "gamy" .
I have thought long and hard how to answer @SuppoEnemaGirl ,,,, First I never want to be "graphic" or speak or write "rudely" . But I'll do the best I can . The second
First ,,, a "guy" isn't "static" down there , He drops and retracks all day {and night} long . So every morning and again every evening ,,,,, and every once in while a "guy" that has to wear a catheter will need to drop his pants and clean ,,,,,, Pull back on the penis ,,,, Add lube to the catheter ,,,, Pull the penis up onto the catheter ,,,,,,, All this is to prevent chaffing ...... The hard part is convincing myself I'm not playing with it !!!!!!!
Now this is something that HAS TO HAPPENIN every day with out fail . If it doesn't the penis becomes so irritated and chapped that it can cause major problems all by itself . I have had one ,,,,,,, That is one ...... nurse do this ,,,,, once,,,,,,,,,, The second thing I need done every day is a Bladder flush , 120cc of water pushed up into my bladder ,, 60cc pulled back into the syringe to inspect for debrie , Then if there is heavy debrie or if the syringe plugs up I need to change my catheter . This is doctor ordered twice a day ,,,,, It MIGHT happen once a week . I do my own bladder flushing ..... except when I'm so down it's why bother ? Like yesterday ..
I have learned my room mate's name is Shawn . He can communicate with electronic devices , cell phone app etc. He is diabetic but why he is here is a mystery to me . I do know he is a secret smoker ,,,,,, That means he can ,,,,Maby,,,,,, sneak one toke every week or so . then has to put it out and hide it .
Myself I found the only place outside that has no camera coverage . Now all I need to do is convince someone to take me outside , that isn't allowed as I have sudden dementia attack's . Yep I'm ready to commit a felony for a cigar and two fingers of scotch !!!!!! What's worse is it doesn't have to be single malt !!!!!!!
Comments
SuppoEnemaGirl 4 months ago 5
@nytwatch1 - You have lived a wild and adventurous life! Never mind the funny stories, I'd love to hear more about some of the chapters of your life. Tell us about gold mining please. Those who read your blogs will be fascinated, I'm sure. Did you pan in streams and rivers? Or maybe you had a little sluse thing going. Did you ever find nuggets or did the flakes just add up? Did you have to stake your area or did you do things freestyle? I'd love for you to tell us about it. How did you live? In a tent or was it within driving distance of where you were staying? I have so many questions, I feel like Curious George.
And -please- don't feel pressured to write about it right away. You may -want- to write but your body might not be cooperating that day. We understand and accept your current limitations. If your brain can't access the mining memories, tell us about Cannery Row. I've hear the name but have no idea about its significance.
Please share..... (when you can)
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Rigel 4 months ago 4
@nytwatch1. Except for some shit we’re dealing with right now, I’d drive down from oregon with a couple of Cabiquan Honduran cigars and a new “stealth” flask with some single malt scotch the fucktards couldn’t find! Would love to trade stories with you on the patio smoking a stogie and sipping scotch about our younger days escapees!
Maybe that will happen soon! Your decrepit and positive attitude motivates us all !
nytwatch1 4 months ago 5
Why is it I can only give @SupoEnemaGirl a single "like" ???? You give me reason to push on . You kind of remind me of Barbra my wife .
I'm at a loss of funny stories to share at the moment . In my lifetime I have hung out on Cannery Row Monterey California in the late 60's and early 70's ,
I have worked in the lettuce industry , I have worked as a high rise construction worker {often 10 or more stories up} I drove Tow trucks for Bonno Shell and ray's wrecking yard . I took pride in getting a persons car back to them in as good condition as possible . I have built show bikes and "go" bikes ,
As a gold miner my wife and I have been million airs twice ,,,,,,, Homeless 7 times ,,,,,, At times we owned three miles of the American River near Auburn California . Later 70 acers behind Lake Davis California , Our favored spot was behind Quincie California called The lost Lepercon and the Lucky 13 .
SuppoEnemaGirl 4 months ago 6
I know how frustrating it is to have whole masterpieces disappear. It is the bane of my existence. I get so frustrated and usually just throw my hands up and try to convince myself that 'I don't care'. Later I write it all out again saving it to a different document along the way and safety check often, that it's still there. The second writing is almost always a lesser version of the first but I try to make the best of it. Sometimes I get a run of disappearances and sometimes not so much. It's up and down. (Up and down like a toilet seat at a beer soaked house party!)
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Mrs Hildia seems half magician and half angel.
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And if you -think- that you're getting gamey; you are.
Like if you think you may have B.O. and smell your pits, you quickly -know- it's true!
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Thank you for explaining the bladder problems. Even if it had been on the cruder side, I would not have been offended bc I know you would have tried to do it in a sensitive manner. I just didn't have any idea of the complexity of what was involved. And I don't have any suggestions on how to fix a system that is broke. And it does seem broke to me (imo).
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""" ....except when I'm so down it's why bother ? Like yesterday .. """
I understand the debilitating aspect of depression. Things seem insurmountable.
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I'm glad you have a roommate to talk to. Though it may be limited in nature, it is a small mercy.
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""" Myself I found the only place outside that has no camera coverage. """
Intrigue and deception! Now all we have to do is hook you up with "Q"!
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Take heart, though I know yours has been recently damaged and you are trying your best to shore it up.
Your humour still shines through my dear man.
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