Lets try this again .

I tried to post this earlier but zity was having trouble. It's all good, zity deserves credit for being as trouble free as it has been.

OK, last night a very pretty, very young lady asked if I would like a bath. Of course i said yes. Now don't get me wrong, I fully expected to clean as much of myself as possible. But this young lady without being asked scrubbed my back, handled my catheter {she did remark on how large my catheter was } Hell she even cleaned my bottom! I want to adopt her. She at the very least needs to get a raise ! With a very few exceptions I am surrounded by wonderful nurses. She even trimmed my beard !!!!! I don't look like the wild man of Borneo any more. She even braided my hair, all this with out being asked. I would never have asked for any special treatment. I hope I never get used to it either, I would like it to be special all the time .

Yes my head hurts all the time. They give me good drugs but it doesn't stop my brain screaming at me. I think they are not telling me everything. I am having a hard time seeing everything or anything . There are blind spots in my vision, I don't seem to be getting better. I think I'll end this here while I still make sense.