I ordered Pizza ! Brought my morale up 20 notches ! Then got woke up at midnight by a male nurse for a bladder flush. Damnit he did a piss poor job, pun intended. He didn't know what to do and insisted he did. My doc ordered 3 bladder flushes ... A DAY ...... Seems like a lot but I do pass a lot of debris and blood clots, the debris coats the catheter and will cause blockages. That will lead to bladder stones and more blockage.
These nurses will flush once every two or three days. And then half assedly. Only one nurse took the time to do a proper flush.
All of you ... yes all of you are helping me keep my spirits up ... I want to get in my wheel chair and go to the nursing station and tell him if he can't do a proper job don't do it at all. But my speech is mixed up. I won't even understand myself, It's like put up with the incompetence and hope you get someone better.
All of you help me feel better .... it's taken me two hours to type this short item. Each and every one of you need a special thank you ... But I don't know how to remember you're names or how to go back to take note of them.
The voices in my head, Yes I hear voices. They are telling me to go fishing. I don't like to fish !!
Like I said my thinking is mixed up. My speech garbled. It is only when I write and can see what i have written do i make sense