January 19, 2023 Enjoying the Hypno-Sissy Training Video's

The hypno-sissy training video's work well. But they only work if you want them to. Some are pretty good while others are junk. I've sorted them out for the best ones that work for me. I started watching them a few weeks ago. Since then, I'm hooked on watching them every day. At least once a day, but usually two or three times a day. My Double Dick Dildo showed up on January 17th. I used it on the 17th. And the 18th. And the 19th; today. The other days were vaseline only, with a Dildo that is 4" wide and not that forgiving. I've had so many Dildo's in my ass that I was able to take it without much discomfort. Today I actually decided to use a small amount of anal-ese. After 15 minutes of bouncing up and down on the Dildo, the tape that was holding it to the wood bar stool came loose, so I went ahead and stopped. I put my Diaper back on and cleaned everything up, and sprayed the house. Someone is showing up later. Although no one ever says anything, I still kind of wonder if they're smelling a hint of poop………

I'm usually in a Diaper for a couple of days after an ass fuck session. At this rate, it looks like I'll be in Diapers 24/7 for a while. I wish I was having a Real, Huge Cock pumping on my hole. That's what I really need. Not to mention that I've been going crazy over not having a Cock to suck, because I'm wanting a load of Cum squirted into my mouth. Haven't had that taste in two years now, because I had to move to the ‘bible belt’ in Western Tennessee. There are guys that still do it with guys, but they're hard to find because no one wants someone else to ‘talk about them’.