Cold

The propane never runs out in the daytime . Here it is,,, O.K. it's only 9😮o pm but still it's dark and cold outside . Ice every where . about 15 degree's or so and My inside tank for my heater just ran out and I had to go OUTSIDE . to get another . I was asleep when it quit . I have a Mr. Buddy heater that run's on a 5 gallon tank . Yes I have other heater's ,, Eletricite but they just don't heat my place enough for me .And electric does go off out here often . So one need's a back up . My heater is silent but somehow I always know when it run's out . I has never ran out in the daytime . And only when I'm asleep .

Well Ryon showed back up and with my box of medical supplies . He claimed or tried to claim it was an honest mistake . He thought it was his stuff that he ordered . Yeah right . And why is he having his stuff sent to my place?? I have come to the conclusion Ryon isn't playing with a full deck . He's still fired .

First you don't come here and yank my door open with out knocking .And you don't start in yelling about pollical bs at me . trying to start an argument I will shoot you . I lost count how many times I told him to get off my lawn . As any old man would . I moved here because people here don't lock their doors . No need to . Hell most people here don't take the key's out of their cars . I like it like that . I have lived in some rough places over my lifetime , St Louis ,, N.Y. New Orlenes San Francisco . L.A. Salinas , El Centro and San Fliply Mexico . I like it here . Only one crazy dude for miles . Only two Karen's that I have seen so far .The local's name for this area is “poverty flats” I don't think if you live where you don't lock you door at night is poor . To my mind this place is rich in people that respect each other . I have met 5 or 6 other old men that ride their quads to a local Bar or to the Sunflower cafe for breakfast . Not so much this winter as cold as it is now but they have invited to sit with them off and on . They are old retired miners and ranchers . I just don't get off on talking about the gold deposit that I would have found if thing's had gone right or if I didn't get old .

Gold . It's a funny thing . It's really not much to look at but finding it grip's you're soul . You will move tons of rock just to get a glimpse . You will work 40 or 50 feet under water for hours at time just to see that warm buttery glow . You will starve and work you're self until you are almost dead for enough to barley fill the palm of you're hand . You cuss it , You swear that you will get a real job , you promise god that you will do anything else to earn a living . Then you find a little more . You promise you wife that this is the last year . You swear to you're kids you will quit . Drug's and booze got nothing on gold .