Pardon me

After this little snow storm and learning of the death of two friends ,I now found out that Matt had a seizure and almost died . His first seizure he fell on some tools and thrashed so hard his face had to be reconstructed . This time he was in his garage by my bar on carpet . Now I'm thankful I insisted on putting it in . What brought about my posting again so soon is the news I received and the fact that I sleep at night with the radio on tuned to coast to coast am . Last night's program was on the after life , ghosts, angels ,spirits the paranormal and such . It doesn't help that yesterday I was in so much pain I was hoping god would take me . It turned out I was constipated and there wasn't enough room in my body for “that” and the catheter balloon , result , screaming pain . I pushed though enough to get some of the things done , Water restored , Food dug out of the snow and put back in the fridge . Enough done that I could lay down and try to get over the pain . I was ready to let “them” put me into a nursing home . Then I went to the bathroom . After all that I fell asleep around 6:00 in the evening . I still need to get propane , Am now on my last 5 gallon tank . But am feeling so much better that I'm going to wait until about 3😮o pm today so I can flirt with Lidia . {Lidia oh Lidia you set my hart on fire } Yes I know she is married and that nothing will ever come about it , But Lidia is so much fun to flirt with . If she ever became serious I would properly hide and not answer my phone .