11-4-2022
We’ll the last time I pooped or had a diaper on was on the 1st. So today I new I needed to go so I used a extra volume fleet enema to help. My bum is now sore from it. But it does make you go and make you wanna push. I had a decent amount come out into the diaper. I keep pushing so hard to get rid of the burning I couldn’t allow my self time to pee my diaper. I believe honestly since I started this blog. I think I may and I mean may have pooped with out any help and in the toilet and it was not a lot it was very minimal amount I think 3 times 4 tops. Sometimes you just can’t use the diaper and that’s a shame cause I always wanna use my diaper. It’s definitely a work in progress getting my self to wear I wanna be.