September 19, 2022 It's been 8 months since the accident

I haven't had anything in my ass since the accident on December 9, 2021. A ruptured intestine cost about $150,000. As a result, I tossed all of my Dildo's. Even the $200 Dragon Tongue. Today, I finally decided to try again, only with shorter Dildos, but of the same 3" diameter. An enema, a tube of Anal Ease, and then it's on………… Bouncing up and down on the imitation Cocks. I fucked myself for about a half hour. Not the usual hour that I was doing in the past. Wishing right now that I had 5-6 Cocks to squirt in my mouth and ass. I need it. I like playing the role of a girl when it comes to Dicks. I automatically start getting on my knees any time I see a Cock popping out of a zipper. I can't help it. It's what I'm supposed to do. After I was done, I quickly got back in to my double layer disposable Diaper for the rest of the day.