When darkness falls within a life that swallows you whole and you do your best to climb out of the black hole of your past just to find one storm cloud after another it gets impossible sometimes to find positive things in life. I have been told by countless folks that its a personal choice but sometimes the voices from the past take over and you are not given a choice, people don't realize that if they have not lived it. But I have come a very long way but the journey is far from over. I was told today why things are the way they are and that i can and will control this but it will take hard work I know I can do it I have come a long way. I have been told that our scars actually make us beautiful but when you live with so much pain its not always easy to see that side of things. I am blessed though to have a family here that supports me no matter what. I pray you all know how much your love and support means to me. I have many special people who check on me daily, some weekly. You are all appreciated because I know now even though this journey is far from over I am not alone in this I have a family that loves me and will pull me through right here at zity.
All my love and appreciation.