Cherish those who are always there no questions asked. I have learned that even those who you have been friends with for many years can turn on you if it benefits them its a hard lesson learned. So i appreciate all of you who support me ten-fold you all mean so much to me here. I am still struggling with pain issues I thought the third time is supposed to be the charm but thats not always true. Maybe it has to be on same body part then im only one away LOL. Trying to laugh about this instead of breaking down.