The pandemic seems to be abating because Bobby is starting to pay more attention to his little girl! And, especially to his “little girl's” bottom! All my girl friends think it is cute the way he sometimes refers to me as his “little girl” and even though they do not fully understand his comments or intentions I am still very embarrassed. I am always worried his little innuendos will give away my secret but at the same time his comments excite me. His new approach is to force me to say or admit that I am to be give an enema while we are in public setting. He really pushed the parameters today! We were at lunch with some friends and we had a very minor disagreement and he suggested that “maybe his little girl needed an enema”! Every one snickered and laughed at his “joke”. I was horrified! I complained that his comment was gross! One of my girlfriends responded, “Oh, Patty, don't be such a thin skidded baby.” I felt like all my secrets were exposed and I suddenly really did feel “little”. For the rest of out lunch I felt frightened and even a bit angry. On the way home I pouted. Bobby told me I was acting naughty and that I seemed “out of sorts” which is our code word for “little patty needs an enema”! I started to actually cry because I was really upset. “Please, Daddy, you have upset me enough today don't make me have en enema too!" Realizing that I had actually referred to Bobby as “Daddy” throw me immediately into my little girl mode. For the rest of the ride home I just set quietly thinking about what my Daddy was going to do to me when we got home.
NOTE: It is liberating to be able to talk about my secret life. The pandemic really does seem to be ebbing a bit and I seem to have more time so I hope I will be expanding my blog pages with more details of how Bobby and I play.