Thoughts on my imagining my kinks

After writing and sharing a long held fantasy about receiving an enema I thought of how detailed these fantasies became. I was 12-13 years old and had acquired a curiosity for spanking and enemas as explained in earlier entry. At the time no internet. Virtually no way to explore and satisfy my curiosity. So as a result I guess I had to make things up. And I did. I invented all kinds of scenarios in which an adult female(always one I knew and found attractive) would spank me and then give me enemas. It was fun and exciting to think these scenes out in detail. So here on Zitybiz I share those early thoughts. I still find them exciting.