First Day
7:55 AM -I've been into enemas and spankings for many years. My Barbara taught both to me in special ways, and, with her passing a couple of years ago, there was a great void in my life. I took to more frequent enemas, learned to give myself spankings with a wide belt as well. With all this, there was still a void.
Then, I discovered a box I thought had been disposed of after Barb's death. it had some of her underclothes, pantyhose, two girdles, and two of her vibrators. I always wondered what it might feel like to dress in women's clothes, especially her pantyhose and panties. Put the box aside and promptly forgot again where it was stored.
Just a couple of days ago, I was searching through a closet off our bedroom, and up came the box. My feeling began to get the most of me. I had already taken a big soapsuds enema that morning, and shortly after laid 75 whacks on my ass. Now it was time to go further. I looked through the box, found a pair of her ‘control panties’, and put them on over my pink, hurting ass. The stretch cloth actually cooled my ass down, and the pain went quickly to a dull ache. I decided to wear them under my jogging pants.
9:30 AM - Been wearing the panties and pantyhose for over 90 minutes now. They feel great, but I am getting a strange ‘feeling’ from my butt. I think it is telling me it wants one of her vibrators up there. Will see how this plays out
They feel really good. More later.
Comments
jackinbx 12 months ago
Thanks. Sorry I missed your comment earlier.
Dr Strangelove 1 year ago
Do it no shame