Hanging on by a prayer

If you would have asked me 22 months ago soon to be 23 months how long i thought this pain would last i would have told you the doctors will figure it out. But I have unfortunately lost all faith in most medical people after what I have been through. I started with my chiropractor but I have not lost faith in him he is still by my side not only as my chiro but as a friend he checks in quite often with me. Then i went to a pain specialist that was a JOKE what he wanted to do didn't work so he and his staff took it out on me. Then threw me on meds for 6 weeks I went back and they wanted to up dosage of meds I said goodbye its not working. Thats when I was introduced to a Physical Medicine and Rehabilitation Dr he was and is amazing. He though it was bursitis so we tried that injection it helped some but pain came back. Then in January of 2021I started falling thats when he figured out it was torn labrum. Now after TWO Labrum repair surgeries I am falling again. So we did another MRI and I received report but nothing on it that explains pain or falls. I am so at wits end with all of this and now last few days by blood pressure has been through the roof and not even ER would help me they watched bp for a hour and said its ok go home and call your GP next week if you make it until then. They say its from lack of pain management but they can't help me. I am sorry I am beyond frustrated with all this. I am not making this up I fell two weeks ago and sprained wrist because of it. I guess I have to either have a heart attack or crack my head open before any medical staff takes me seriously except for chiro and PMR doctor. Sorry for venting but I am truly at WITS END.

DAKOTASUZ