I decided to convey to you all whats going on through my love of poetry so I wrote this I am trying so hard to hang in there but its getting harder and harder to stay positive through all of this.
So much on my heart, so much on my brain
22 months have passed and I'm so tired of the pain.
If doctors lived with this day in and day out,
then maybe they would understand what frustrations about.
Test results have arrived we got them today
but the doc is on vacation he won't be back til Monday
People tell me to have patience enjoy the holiday first hand
but until you have lived like this you can't begin to understand.
Im trying so hard to relax and be happy
but the tears just flow Im sorry I'm sappy
Im just one person for heavens sake
I keep wondering Dear Lord How much more can I take.
Thank you all for supporting me and loving me through this.