I was told tonight because I am frustrated with my health and not the strong person I have been lately this person didnt want to talk to me. Well thats when people need you when they are at their wits end and struggling I promise all of you here if you ever are having a hard time and need someone to turn to I would NEVER tell you to be strong its ok not to be strong all the time life happens and it wears on us and I feel God gives us friends to get us through. I have new appointment tomorrow with Pshysical medicine and rehabilitation specialist I just hope they can tell me whats wrong without more tests but i know it will be another long wait ugh. Thank you for listening and letting me vent. I am frustrated not giving up.