I can almost still feel the first time I slipped that blue crayon up my little bum! I was maybe around 6 because I had lost a tooth. The act was not exactly sexual; it was just exciting and I intuitively knew it was naughty! I would hide that crayon in different locations because I was worried 'it" would tell on me! I cried the first time my Daddy took my temperature rectally because I thought he had discovered my secret! From that day on anything anal was naughty but extremely exciting; Naughty was FUN! In retrospect I probably was a "Daddy's Little Girl" and also a "Little Princess" and a Tom Boy! But mostly I was secretly naughty. BUT! The realization that boys fit inside girls was way more naughty then a simple crayon or a RT or an enema! And, after the enema my Daddy gave me I began to realize there were all kinds of “exciting naughty” out there. I became a “good little naughty girl”!
I think I began to like the idea of being passive because then I was not responsible for my naughty behaviors. ‘Naughty” was done to me not by me. It just seemed right that naughty girls were spanked and given enemas and had their temp taken rectally. And, I knew from the get go that I was most certainly naughty.
I love sex but I like it best when I can feel little and naughty. I don’t want to be “plowed” or “stuffed”! I do not respond to “big dicks” and all the other macho stuff that men seem to enjoy. I want something soft and gentle but firm and confident and parental. I do not really know how else to describe it, but sex is a naughty secret that is shared. I am not sure this even makes sense but will try to explain it again at an other time.