I enjoy the Zity site but I have always felt just a tad off track; as though I somehow did not really belong. But, while listening and learning and just generally navigating around the site I suddenly realize how prevalent enemas must have been in the generations before mine! OMG! catalogs with pages of enema paraphernalia and (WTF! ) drug stores with "right out in public" isles filled with enema stuff that I could not even imagine before I discovered Zity! No wonder I felt out of sync! Obviously I was born into an enema waste land. I mean, I never looked for enema equipment in my friend's home nor did I ever play with or give myself enemas! OK, I was born anally erotic but crayons where my "go to" until I discovered a really nice, new white candle while attending middle school. If it had not been for the several bulb syringe enemas I received over my mother's lap or the numerous rectal temps and the one enema my Daddy gave me at 9 I would just be normal and naughty.
Now I realize why I can not get into or excited by all the utensils and plugs and solutions that on Zity seem to be a large part of the enema experience. I never saw or experienced anything more then a simple red rubber enema bag. Even the enema my Daddy gave me was in reality pretty mundane and actually fairly benign! Over the years I embellished and improved the memory and mixed it up into sexual fantasies that would horrify parents and is now blowing my BF's mind in more ways then one. But, in my scenarios, plays and dramas the Enema, in and of itself, is not the star! The enema is the player that takes me back, that makes me feel young and childlike. To be honest the only thing I like about enemas is the warm full feeling or the cleanliness I feel before I allow my BF to use me like a little boy! LOL OH! And enemas make me feel childlike and vulnerable a feeling I really enjoy because Bobby makes me feel safe and secure.
Concerning enemas, I often feel unable to successfully communicate with individuals on Zity. My BF said my communication problem was due to the fact that I was a bitchy, snotty little princess! But, I really think my problem was due to a lack of understanding; like being a tourist in a foreign land. I still really enjoy Zity but, let's face it! I am out numbered by the true enema aficionados. For me the enema is just warm water and some KY. The enema is a warm tender loving event given by a kind gentle father figure. The enema is only a supporting actor and it's job is to take me back to a younger time.