I have a very well developed "inner child" or "alter ego". I could say split personality, but when I fantasize I am securely tethered to reality, so I certainly know and understand the difference between "play" and "real"! I am a long way from the shrink's office! Besides, I really like my "little daddy's girl" but for most of my life I have had to be the active partner, the passive partner and the observer all at the same time which I guess is a convoluted way to explain masturbation! LOL! Bobby, my BF has over time brought my inner child out into the open and he now knows "her" well enough that I can just relax, enjoy and actually be "daddy's little girl"! I love dressing in my frilly little girl "stuff" and whimpering and pouting when Bobby decides I need to be compliant which means RT,s/ enemas/ bare bottom spanking or just good old fashion sex using all the orifices, some in a manner God did not intend!
Bobby is my true love and he really does satisfy almost all of my needs but I still sometimes fantasize about an older father figure slipping my white cotton panties down to may ankles. Bobby knows I have fantasies about his very foxy father but we both know that is not going to happen. So, here I am on Zity where I can indulge my fantasies without fear. BTW Bobby reads a lot of my comments and requests. I do not mind because he allows me to play here so it only seems fair.
I was very skittish when I first discovered Zity because my sexual fantasies are soft and very child like. Zity seemed "too old" for my sexual tastes; for my little girl! I would use the term "mature" instead of "old", but lets face it my "little inner child" is not excited by lemon juice enemas given thru gargantuan nozzles by individuals in rubber garments and gas masks. Daddies do not whip their little girls into submission.
My inner child is years away from being a middle aged, experienced Vagus Hooker! She is young and virginal and a bit like the proverbial deer in the head lights! Bobby is a master at bring my inner child's attributes to the fore; the only problem, he is only 3 or 4 years older then me. So, once again that is why I am on Zity.
When I first came to Zity I thought the older, experienced men would be more gentle and understanding of a young girls needs. Unfortunately most of the men that have contacted me want a hot, fun, get down and dirty woman, not some mousy little girl. In a way this has been the story of my life. I was always behind the other girls. I was studious and tom boyish and a bit intimidated by The Boys. I have always been built like a 12 year old and am not comfortable being the aggressor or being pursued. I have not had much success finding a "real daddy" although I have meet a lot of interesting people. But I really would like to find some one who can articulate honest feelings and treat my inner child like a real "daddy's girl"!
For example: I think it would be interesting to have some one set up an environment, like the bathroom and bed room were patty 10 would be staying and then writing Big Patty (the actual Me) a letter explaining the school, or clinic and why I should allow little patty to be enrolled. In other words start the fantasy right from the get go. Letters exchanged between Patty and X setting up conditions etc. I think it would be interesting an exciting not really know what was going to happen and allowing the scenarios or drama to develop naturally. Maybe in that way I could finally let my inner child out to really play. BTW, I will not send pictures, I will never meet any one and I will only play on and with in the Zity site. Zity is the only place I feel safe.