The darkness comes at the most inopportune times to remind me I'm not in charge. The voices laughing "you thought you were healing young lady, boy were you wrong". I will always control you sista you are no good and no one cares. I run and try to escape I get on my knees and pray. "Please God take this burden from me I am trying so hard to conquer all of this at once. The voices come again NO ONE CARES and the last one who did is turning away to someone else and you are no longer needed. I scream ENOUGH!!!! I wake up in a sweat and laugh sure wish this was a dream.