The darkness, the cursing, the voices, the snarls, the hiding pretending in everyday smiles. We all have our secrets behind closed doors please don't ask me mine I won't ask you yours. But I have been trying to face this head on it took many years for me to be this strong. But just as I thought i was getting somewhere someone spoke up and took all my air. I am manipulative and act like a child, they say I need to grow up and not be so wild. Well I was doing just that whether you believe it or not, but now that you have called me out and put me on the spot the voices come back and its darker than ever, some people would say its no big deal but unfortunately all this is real.