I have always felt that the things we experience in life make us who we are. The good and the bad. But we are also influenced by the people in our lives as well. Even though my father is no longer here physically I can still hear him in my head telling me DO YOUR BEST THAT'S ALL ANYONE CAN DO AND LET GOD HANDLE THE WORRYING. Because of my past I try to be very kind to others because I know what its like to be on the other side. I am not a Barbie Doll fashionista and have always been told that which is fine. But now pain again is showing me limits and I am struggling with voices from the past that remind me I am a failure and not loved by all. Which is fine, I get it that not everyone in life will like me. I am blessed though to have many friends which always have my back. I just need to learn to be my own friend and not truly beat myself up when I am struggling. Thank you for listening.