Everything that happens to us in life shape us in to who we are. Unfortunately not all things that happen are positive ones. I have been through hell and back many times in my life. December of 1994 my beautiful 24 year old sister Mary was coming back from a outing with her fiancé and dodged a animal and went in the ditch. Someone drove her in to the nearest town and it would cost $150 to tow her so my father insisted she and her fiance wait and Dad would come and get her out no problems. Well Dad and I had a argument and I stayed home. My parents went and pulled her out no problem. Dad was standing behind holding a flare in one hand and a halogen flashlight in the other hand when a drunk driver came from behind and my sister was getting tow rope off and was pinned in between her car and dads pickup and killed instantly. When she died in 1994 so did my secret of 1993.
I have had so many inner struggles in life never been popular or had many friends because I know unfortunately in this world most people have a agenda without you in it.
Then in feb 2016 we got the news that brought us to our knees my Father had liver cancer by June he was gone.
I turned to my faith but that was uprooted in 2018 when my mother and I were told we were not grieving correctly and actually kicked out of our church. I had a friend that stood by me no matter what.
Then comes 2020 AYE CORONA and my stinking back issues after struggling with it for a entire year I finally have surgery and think everything will get better but its not I am not in a good place right now and don't know if I ever will be they say things happen for a reason I feel that is the most rotten saying in this world. And not everyone who says they will stay does including family.
But I am blessed with a family not many have they consist of people all over the world that I have never met but who always let me know that no matter what I go through they will support me ten fold. I love you all here at zity and can never repay your love and kindness.
With Love and Respect