October 22, 2020. Thursday.
I've been busy working on moving from ilinois to Tennessee, so I've been really busy. I was getting really aggrivated today. So I took a few hits of pot, gave myself an enema, inserted a 1.5 ounce of Anal Ease in my ass, squeezed by Butt Cheeks together to empty the tube, and waited for the fun to start.
I went outside to have my fun today. It felt like heaven, to be penetrated again. Boy did I need it!
I went a whole hour of bouncing up and down on two of my Dildo's today. I was finished, around 1520. Wow. I didn't realize that I was that horny! Today, while pumping those fake cocks like no end, I kept my ass on them longer. Longer durations. I stood straight, standing still for five minutes with the 3" wide Peter in my ass. I liked it. I loved it. I couldn't get enough of it. The whole while, wishing that an airplane would fly by, and see me ass fucking myself with a big dick. I didn't realize I'd been busy, fantasizing with my cocks for so long, that a whole hour had went by. It helped a little that I was also occupied of taking pictures and short movie clips of my enjoying having my ass pounded by big cocks. I'm still not totalling satisfied. I could use a few REAL stiff cocks in front of my face, and enjoying having a few loads of warm, salty, cock juice getting squirted into my mouth and throat. I've went almost 1 1/2 years of not being with anyone. It's like pure hell. I don't know why I do that to myself. This session, I instead of pulling my ass off of the 3" wide Dildo when it began to feel a bit uncomfortable, I forced myself to stay on it for a full five minutes. Then I hopped off of it and went over to the Cone Shaped Dildo. I sat all the way down on its 3 1/2" base. I did that for two minutes. Saw a plane fly over while I was enjoying the 80 degree Fall day. Breezy. I used my new camera to take a few pictures of me pushing the 3 incher in my ass, and also of the Cone Dildo. After I was done, I cleaned everything up, along with myself, and got by Double Disposable Diaper back on.
I can't wait until I get to my house in the woods of Tennessee. I want to find a small group of men to stop by my house and take turns blowing their loads in my mouth and ass. I severely need it. I've never got to use my hood that I bought a few years ago, either, yet. It's got a mouth hole and that's all. I've bought quite a few more bitch clothes from amazon also. Even some fake boobs, which cost enough. I'll spend the rest of the day feeling much, much better after getting fucked good today. I wish I had a man around all the time, that has a huge rod. Lately, I've been fantasizing of having two cocks in my ass at the same time, and another one in my mouth. All of them working towards a common goal, which is to blow their loads in me. I'd like to be laying on my Back, two cocks in my ass, and one fucking my mouth. Laying on my Back makes it easier for the other guy to shove his cock down my throat when he cums. For some reason, I get a peaceful inner feeliing after I've sucked a man off and swallowed his load. I just feel like it's what I was meant to do, so I like it, and I yearn to do more of it.