It has been a while. My computer got old and I could not update my soft wear, the virus interfered with just about everything and some how my ideas about creating a real time diary got lost in the shuffle! But, I am back and probably a lot wiser. I will start my diary again if I think anyone will actually read it, but for now I just want to free associate and get my Zity feet back.
I am not excited by pornography, at least not in the traditional sense. I am probably more compliant then submissive. My BF truly understands my inner child. His spankings, even when serious, are delivered the way a loving parent would actually (in real life) discipline a naughty child. His enemas are simple I (we) do not rely on exotic solutions or gigantic nozzles or any extraneous paraphernalia. Our implements are no different then those found in any normal bathroom. Our play is "child-like" and/or parental in nature.
I am not sure there are any "real daddies" on Zity who actually can understand or relate to this type of play. In my fantasies I am not a horny adult trollop. I am not excited by domination or being whipped, beaten or having "things" stuffed up my ass. My inner child is fragile and inexperienced.
The attitudes that are closes to my ideas or wants and needs are found in the adult baby sections of Zity. For the most part these people seem gentle and truly parental. Unfortunately, I am not into diapers and pooping etc. My inner child has been house broken and potty trained! LOL But I do like their sense of caring.
NOTE: Bobby (my BF) just read this and told me I was being pretty picky and too hard on the guys on Zity. Actually, he called me a picky bitch! I told him with that attitude he would not be getting into my Hello Kitty panties tonight! But he does have a point. I realize that we are all here to have fun and I probably am too demanding. Now I am afraid Bobby is going to use our little exchange as a reason to discipline his naughty girl for being so demanding. To be continued........