Dear Diary, I guess about 2 or 3 people actually read this and that bothered me until I realized that a diary is written for secret personal thoughts, so if only a few people sneak a peek that is fine. It has only been a few days on "lock down" but I have already been a very naughty little girl. I am not supposed to look at the eBay enema without Bobby's permission. But, it is just too interesting. Compared to my mother's enema, which I snuck peeks at as a kid, it is substantial, thick, even a bit masculine. I am beginning to realize that sneaking around is part of my "little girl" mode. I have grown up with secrets. I sometimes wonder if I am a weirdo nut job! LOL! I mean how many 24 year old post graduate women shave their pubes, have a fetish involving child like anal activities or have a complete little girl wardrobe? Or, for that matter, fantasize about older dignified father types giving her an enema even though she does not like taking enemas!
I always thought I would "grow up" and my little fetishes would somehow disappear, but with age they became more diverse and exciting. While the other girls were developing and running the sexual bases I couldn't fill out a training bra so all my games were intramural. Well, except for the few years during junior high Robin and I played half court. Bobby is truly my first away game. It has made me realize that grown up sex is really FUN and throwing in some "off the wall, outside the box, IF Mama knew" fantasy sex makes big girl sex even FUNNER! OMG! I am not worried about being a "perf" what I really wonder about is: Am I the only female on zity who has "little girl spank me daddy" fantasies?
Diary, I really have been a naughty girl! That eBay enema is just too appealing and being on lock down has made me yearn for some excitement. I have been looking and fondling that impressive, commanding enema bag when Bobby is not looking. I know I am going to eventually get in trouble which means a sound spanking on my bare hinny or worse another Big Enema. I might as well get use to the idea because I am now not only Bobby's little girl, I am his Little enema girl. Anyway, I try to put the enema back just like I found it and so far I have not been caught.
OH, Bobby said something the other night about telling his boy friends that he gave me an enema! I would Die if that is true. OMG! A little girl's enema should be a private affair. Well, I hope I don't get in trouble! HAHAHA we all know thats not true.