Since last few days I have been feeling sexually charged Don't know the reason though.
Last night before sleeping I started getting sexually excited again. This time it was intense and apart from that, for the first time I was getting sexual thoughts too. With my doctor friend with whom I have even written a fantasy physical on Zity.
Though because I know I am a virgin, in my thoughts also there was just playing and nothing more. Not that I want to make love with him. In the back of my mind it's still a restricted area.
But as I write this I feel funny but also proud at my mind control
I don't know when I slept off.
Generally when I am in bed at night and feel the need to masturbate, I raise my top and lower my Pajamas and not remove them. After I am done, I clean myself and then sleep normally but last night I went a step ahead and after I was done masturbating I removed my pajamas and top and slept nude for the first time in life. The soft duvet and bed sheet felt so good on the body. I slept like that and wore clothes only when my sleep got interrupted in the early morning. After that I wore clothes and slept normally
I really enjoyed sleeping naked
Maybe all these feelings were within me always but after I came to terms with my sexuality mentally, all this is coming out freely and intensely