Chaos Reigns Makes Me A Happy Girl

Searching into my life, both past, present, and future, is a scary thing to me at times. Nothing stays the same and everything changes at a moments notice. I found that relying on nothing except yourself is the only way to be secure and free. This boldly goes against every self help book ever!

Professional: I just can't believe that some groups just can't figure it out. I have actually been invited to come back to a company, who actually made it possible for me to retire early, to review my past departments current status. And to offer solutions as to why it is no longer the profit center it once was.

ARE YOU KIDDING ME!!!!!!!!!!!!

I go in and do my job. I ruffle a lot of feathers. I am successful despite the boys club there trying to figure out how to claim credit for things I've done. I give the chairman of the board my keys to success in this firm and I am thanked, handed a big check and shown the door only to be called upon and come back and save the place yet again. Now everyone here please don;t share this secret I gave them....get the maintenance contracts so you can repair the yearly wear and tear on the on and off ramps that you've built. Jesus it isn't rocket science.

I am a silent (yes I know hard to believe) partner in four ventures out there now in the Chicago area. I get a good income from them. I don't need or want the bullshit of a nine to five office job. Or in my case a seven to seven offic job to get things done correctly. It's probably good I can't have kids cause they would be neglected if I were their parent..maybe not..

So I gave them an insane number to contract me and non negotible points, like me being present there all the time...we shall see what pans out.

Okay for those of you who have made it so far.

The party was a bust. The shit weather came so we cancled for the time being. A couple of us ventured out and went to my favorite pub and just kept warm there. Good times. Still hanging with a couple of the white people. The leader still gets annoyed as hell if I come around the group. The weather here is just out of whack lately..Mid January and in the 40s or 0..whichever we learn to keep moving forward.

I've been assisting a new all girl band figure out somethings, which has been a blast. Been clubbing some more downtown of late. Had my fill of country western for a while. But some of the group along with myself got together this last weekend and had some fun.

I was sitting with Chris and Tory had joined us and we were having some drinks, when out of the blue Chris says to Tory..."You know she's a dominatrix..." Well Tory's head snapped up and stared at me. I looked at Chris and asked her where she got that idea. She said because she observed me and how I handle situations. How I engage and how I remove myself from situations. How I commanded the attention of a room or disappeared into the shadows. I must say I felt like I had been profiled.

So Tory pressed forward wanting to know if it was true. And the next three drinks and a thousdand questions I finally asked him what his kink was. Chris wanted to bow out but I told her she started this and she wasn't leaving. So now started the awkward next thrity minutes while Tory screwed up the nerve to tell me anything useful. Once he did I told him we now had something to work with. This surprised both of them. LOL.

It was almost closing time and I looked at both of them and said...okay...we doing this or not? Tory starmmered a bit and Chris kept quiet. I said you have five minutes to decide. I went and paid my bar tab and came back. They decided to go for it. I called our ride and we went back to my condo.

Now they got to meet the creature they unleashed. Muwhahahaha.. Tory was anal interested and had a fantasy about being taken up the rear. I asked was that it...and no there were a few other things he thought would make it more intense. I just smiled and let my brain kick it up a notch. I told them to stay in the living room and wait. I went upstairs and changed into my wonderful leather cat suit. No hood but completely covered in leather, form fitting snub leather. (makes me damp thinking about it.) I grabbed a box of items and a soft bag of items. Oh and boots, I had on my six inch heels. First time in a while but felt like home. That made me about 6' 3" maybe...So I arrived and they both looked impressed. I smiled and asked if they were good at taking suggestions that should be considered orders. They agreed so I simply said "Strip"

Chris slid out of her clothes quicly and folded them. She looked amazing. Pale white with platinum hair and smooth shaved. Very nice for the Lesbian that lives inside me. Tory was a bit slower and more unsure. He too was paleish with blonde hair as well and also shaved smoothly. I handed Chris a set of wrist and ankle restraints and told her to secure them on Tory. And she did. I then asked her if she needed to bow out now or will she do as I tell her...and she agreed to assist me however. Let my mind run with that one...Now my condo over looks Lake Michigan and there is really nothing that can see into my apartment windows short of a passing helicopter. So I led Tory over and secure his wrists to the window frame above his head and then spread his ankles and secured them with a proper bar. I slipped up behind him and slid a collar around his neck and whispered...your mine now...and then turning to Chris I slipped a collar on her and told her the same..she blushed..it was cute....I told her to kneel in front of Tory facing him. I pulled his hips back a bit so he had to lean to the wall. Chris watched me slip into the strapon and I put a couple of covers on my fingers. I lubed Troy up properly which made him twitch a bit... his cock was now firm and in Chris' face. Once lubed up good we began the pegging nice and slowly. I got in fairly easily as he relaxed for me and once I got fully into him I told him that Chris was going to suck his cock and he had better NOT cum because if he did he would get twenty lashes on his ass and a bigger cock. Chris' eyes got big and the thought that she was sucking him as he got fucked and he wasn't to cum. I thold Chris that if she didn't get him to cum I would lash her ass and they would trade places...

A perfect storm.

I must say that by three in the morning that young man's rump had multiple stripes and he was panting a lot. He took four different cocks and orgasmed everytime. And I gave Chris ten lashes for being a cum slut and not sharing...I had them both service me before retiring to bed. It was really a nice well spent early morning. Those two slept in and woke up to me fixing breakfast. The best part was when Tory sheepishly asked if we could do this again sometime. I responded that it was going to get harder on him. He didn't flinch. I told him to talk it over with Chris because if he wanted to play she had to come along.

Upside maybe a couple of new playmates. Downside...I'm a bit out of shape. My hips were sore from all the thrusting...LOL

Okay I'll let you all mull that over. I enjoyed myself, it had been a while. Nice to have some fun.