Nothing Like a Life of Chaos

Well just when you think you have life figured out for the best. Life sez....fuck you, you know this isn't how it works. So move the fuck on.

So heeding my life's rather impractical pathes I have moved forward. How so you might ask? Wasn't it just yesterday you were about to settle down with your perfect mate and become one of the upper middle class, settled in housewives, that we have heard so much about.

Well to be honest I simply tricked myself into thinking I could actually find happiness without a price. WRONG!

Anyway that is a story meant to be told over several adult beverages and a long night of bullshitting while looking marvelous.

Yet out of the ashes another rise of the Phoenix and with that comes the oft chance encounter that leads to new adventures. I am fortunate to be in a place where I am invited to come to very nice events. Those events always seem to include the desire of those putting them on that I will hand them a rather significant check to help whatever it is that needs attention today. So I go and chat and rub elbows and be as caustic there as I am here from time to time and yet I'm still invited back. See, money does talk. But moving forward. So at one of these god awful events I stumbled upon a group of individuals that were working hard to be seen as not individuals but more of a matching group of indifferent peoples. They wished to appear as neither male nor female and all wore the same clothing. All white, tailored slacks, blazers, silk shirts, all white. Even to the matching platinum hair color.

Well this was too good to be true. I became intrigued. So I ventured forth and engaged them. And the complete and utter lack of indifference and concern almost made me laugh out loud. Pose striking while sipping free booze. I thought for a moment Andy Warhol has arisen from the grave. Now I had to meet more of these bored souls. I drifted in and out being the only one of color amoungst them. I became the center of their conversation that was actual a joy for me to overhear. This was amazing to me.

I engaged one named Chris, whom was female no matter how much she tried to hide the fact. Our conversation was enlightening. They had been a group for about three years. Their "leader" was bobby, everyone had neutral names...Chris, Bobby, Pat, Sandy, there was a Tyler in there as well. As we chatted the others casually would walk past much like sharks circling about. At one point finally Bobby announced it was time to leave and the crew vanished into the night.

I did some social media research and found a pattern, where ever there was free food and drink this group seemed to materialize. I checked in with my current in the know person of charity events with no cost to come. Both current and past over the holiday season and sure enough I would find them lurking about in the back of random pictures. Also one of my friends downtown stumble across them at a couple of loca watering holes as well.

So I decided to do what I do best. Create chaos within the group of those that know so much more than the rest of us do.

First chance meeting was at a local watering hole and I bought the group drinks for the evening. Only eight of them that night but I did start calling the "leader" Robert, much to his disliking. And continued to chat up Chris and a couple of others till I finally asked Chris if she would like to join me for dinner one night so we could continue to discuss her group. She said that would be fine.

This process, in my thoughts would be something long term, because three years of living with this attitude would take some effort to peal back the onion skin. However Chris must have desired a break from the tasks and efforts at hand. One meal led to another the next evening to another and another and an invite to join the group for an evening out. Which irked Robert as I dressed all in black. Black outfit, red hair in a sea of white. My place in life.

Well Chris ( other wise known as Christine) has become a fixture about the condo Faith of late. We have been enjoying each other's company and the long chats into the evening. No we have not become an item todate. We have been enlightening each other to our own unusual ideas of life and also share some mutual interests in the world of kink...who knew? Have we played yet? No. However she thinks it would be a wonderful idea for us to have a party at my place and invite our friends to come and get to know each other....So okay, I'm going with this. About two dozen people in my condo this coming Saturday night. Having it catered and a bar staff as well... I don't want to do any clean up at all.

This will be a test of friendships and my own social phobias and issues. RANDOM PEOPLE TOUCHING MY STUFF oh god. And a certain room locked and off limits. I mean there should be some secrets.

Anyway this is me up to date for the moment. Perhaps a blow by blow summary of the events of the weekend to follow.....who knows.

Take care all

Faith