I did not sleep very much at all last night and when I dont sleep I think. I have come to the conclusion that Good Riddance to 2019 and all the people who felt negative towards me. I have enough problems in life I dont need others negativity bringing me down. I have had some health issues in 2019 but i have also made some positive changes to me and have lost 50 pounds to try to be healthier. I am one who tries to always be there for others but lately all that has done is figuratively bit me in the behind. So with all my thinking last night I have decided for 2020 I will
#1 put myself first more( this is a hard one for me because i enjoy helping others)
#2 try to maintain my healthy diet and lose another 50 pounds
#3 maybe try seeking help, after my father passed it has truly thrown me for a loop
#4 drop all people in my life that are sucking out my joy (this will be another difficult one)
#5 worry less (LOL God help me) I worry about those i love and care for the most
Thats the thoughts i had when not being able to sleep hopefully this made some sense from a gal who has only had 3 hours of light sleep.
Take care all and best wish to all for the best 2020