Star Date 978882646288.9302763839

Friday morning, woke up late , got dressed, took the dogs out to do their business. Was a bit cold . Made into work and sitting at my desk as I type this , fetishes came to mind today, I have a few , some I understand , few I do not . So let's get give a little back drop here , I was born in 73 and grow up late 70ties through the 90ties and I was growing up the clog thing was still in style and from some reason hooked me , to,this day I still dont know why, some like heels, boots, flip flops etc etc , but for me it's always has been and will always will be women wearing clogs, doesnt have to be some one in the medical field either, just the sight of them can be a trigger . Now as far as the whole heart, cardiophile thing , that's a bit easier to understand , think about it, the heart is the one thing we all have and without it we dont function. It has it's one sound and does it's own thing . When I was a kid , the TV shop emergency was in reruns and loved watching it and still do , that kinda got me turned on to the resus side of the cardio fetish, I was always turned on just by the sound of the heartbeat and even the word heartbeat triggers me , then came a hospital stay when I was a kid and one day a nurse can in and said , would you like a picture of your heart, me not knowing what she meant, yeah sure , so she strips me down and places an electrode band on each wrist and ankle then said try not to move , so here I am naked under a blanket with these four electrodes attached to me, trying not to move . Once the test is done she gives me a print out and I see the pattern and from that day one I was hooked on EKG machines, in which now I own two machines myself . I am not into the technical part of deciphering the patterns , it's just the idea of being able to monitor the heart and having all these electrodes and wires attached to you . I never really played doctor as a kid but it never deterred from wanting to do that late on in life . Oh other interest since few hear know , I wear hearing aids , and have had them since I was a kid , having the hearing tests done were nerve whacking when I was young but always had a thing for headphones as well. Plus if I had a penny for all the headphones I went through up to this point in my life , I would be a very very rich man to say the least. Some of the people outside of the net know about my crap some dont , the older I got the more open I became about it and my wife knows but not into it , plus have had a few friends that have tried to,have some fun with and they didn't get it either which kinda shut me down on trying to open up more about , but it seems if once I found I wasnt alone and found a few people on the net who are into all this as much as I am , I tend to just play here when the need calls , hard to erase years of frustration and open up again . That's the Captains Log , Kirk out