Had a very bad night last night. Some unexpected tears, which increased my anziety but the medication took care of that. Been worried about a family member, and feeling subtle changes daily that i know are proably not good. But im continuing to face each day positively and enjoy it. Did not sleep well last night , tossed and turned tired today but no nap, it will mess up my sleeping patern. Hate having days or nights like that but feel better today. It wears me out physically feeling like that but does not happen often. Tomorrow will be a good day and kinky as the man i see is coming over to spend the day with me. Lots of kink holding eachh other talking, lunch ill be tired tomorrow night but smiling lol. Thanks everyone again for your support and making me laugh. I feel so much better when i do.