I seem to get a lot of questions regarding how my enema fetish started, and as ive told so many people on here parts of it, ive decided to add this blog , so i dont keep repeating myself so much.
I have a dated photo of me leaving the house where it all started, at that time i was 5, so it happened the day before or any time up till then, i really cant remember.
I was called inside by my mother, who pulled me over her lap and pulled my shorts down, she then pushed a vaselined finger deep up my bum, followed by a ball of household soap, i remember crying a lot at the time, i was then sent back outside.
recall straining on the toilet trying to get rid of the stinging, so it must have worked. im still not sure if that was the only time it happened or if there were other times before, certainly none after that date.
Anyway this led me to play with my bum hole as i grew older, but i wasnt aware why, must have felt good.
A regular visitor to our house used to bring a pile of womens magazines for my mother, and i used to read them, one had an advert for suppositories in it, had no idea what they were, so i looked it up in a dictionairy...yes i read them and encyclpeadias a lot too....
By now i was considered old enough to treavel by bus to the local town, where i used to visit all the chemists shops, there were many back then, and i plucked up courage to ask for suppositories , for piles or constipation i was asked ? mumbled constipation somehow, and was handed glycerin supps, and i found out what they did not long after arriving home !
On another visit, i was handed a different sort, upon reading the info in the box, it said they alone could be used to replace soap and water enemas.........out with the dictionairy again..................oooh, i though, sounds interesting, but had no way of doing it.
There were a few half hearted attempts using an empty washing up liquid bottle , but didnt work too well.
A few years later i saw what i by then knew to be an enema syringe on display in a chemists shop, so i saved up and bought it, boy that was a good buy,
Carried on giving myself enemas for several years till i was in my early twenties, then it got a lot more interesting.....
I used to read Forum magazines, they had a lot of enema articles and letters in them, and pages of personal ads, one caught my eye, a woman wishing to meet a man for enema play, i answered her ad and was surprised to get a quick reply , we exchanged many letters before it was agreed id go visit her, I was already aware she was old enough to be my mother, but neither of us was worried by that.
I turned up at the agreed time, was offered the usual cup of tea and general chat, then suddenly she said...right, lets get on with it, so upstairs to her bedroom, we stripped naked and she gave me my first ever enema from someone other than me ! this ended in orgasm, i then gave her the same.
I stayed all weekend and we had many enemas, i also experienced my first intercourse...late i know, but i was a bit shy back then....we had both vaginal and anal !
We had this sort of mutual affair for about a year, till she found a man her own age and intended to marry...............good while it lasted anyway, was good learning.
My enema life then continued alone , till i met my late partner, i confided in her my enema kink early on, she didnt fall over, and gave me enemas when i wanted, i also gave a few to her.
There have been a few others ive met via web sites, but all were one offs , till ive met my fantastic partner ,she gives me enemas, but we have kind of gone back in time as we now play with soap , much as in my childhood, but we have discovered what must be the holy grail of bowel emptying, we have discovered saddle soap, a lump of this i can hold for about an hour , then i just cant, and out rushes the soap and the contents of my bowels , works better than any soap ive tried.......the closest was neutrogena.....also in my opinion, better than all the suppositories ive tried, and theres no on going guts ache supps can give me.
Theres a more detailed blog on saddle soap for anyone who is interested.