Had the best weekend i have had for a while. Lots of socializing and going out. Made me tired but really enjoyed it. Dancing , letting myself go. Made me feel very kinky. Moreso than usual. Will take care of that craving tomorrow. Going to beach with the partner i see at intermittent periods. Something about the waves and seagulls that make me open up and clear my head about everything. Was very tired yesterday but did not get homr saturday night until 3am. But worth it. My life a bit complicated at times, but im figuring it out, one day at a time.