Ive been ok this week but the heat has been a kiler. I went out to pick up a medication and evrn with the ac in the car i felt bad. Feel bdtter now since i got home and cooled off. Stiill trying to get to that light at the top , feel like im slipping down there again.i want to be out of the dark place and go on. But he is so ingrained in me having difficulty. I will do this. I am determined, but i met someone that so reminded md of him. And im not ready. I felt shattered but not now. And the physical difficulties did not help.i am moving towards that better place and will get there.