A New Play partner

Eventually my psyche recovered. It took months to completely get over each other. We see each other at munches and at events and are friends.

I started playing with several subs, and while there wasn't any fireworks, I was content to have an outlet for play. No sexual activity. I was upfront about that. The women enjoyed the sessions and I found them to be diverting.

In November of last year I approached a woman I've know socially for several years. I made a play relationship offer and she was agreeable to meet. We chatted for a while at a Munch and then gave her and my wife some private time to talk and confirm that I was indeed telling the truth about not cheating.

We made a date for dinner so we could get to know each other's play style and to see if she would be comfortable with me. I passed the test and we set up a play date. After the scene I took her home and we ended up talking and making out for several hours. I manually brought her to an orgasm or two. Kissing, fondling and groping while fully clothed is sexy as fuck.

The next few times we played I added more digital stimulation and gave her some juicy orgasms. When I eventually went down on her she went wild and orgasmed multiple times. I told her to think about us becoming lovers in addition to play partners. She mulled it over for a week and one day gave me a one word answer, "Yes."

It was then that I discovered that my E.D. Rx, Cialis, was no longer effective. It worked fine in the months after I got the stents. During the intervening time - I broke up with my former partner soon after the stent procedure - the heart medications must have rendered the Cialis impotent. All my pillow talk of entering/pistoning/filling etc. suddenly became undeliverable. I did double duty muff diving to compensate and promised to see my urologist as soon as possible.

My doctor was sympathetic and gave me a couple of alternatives to try, one of which was a mega-dose of Viagra. I get post erection headaches from Viagra, but as he said, which is worse, a headache or a unfucked sub? NOTE: Not in the exact words. The Viagra worked, but so did the other stuff, so I opted for an Rx for the new E.D. drug, the name of which I can never recall. He also gave me one pill that was half the dosage to try to see if I could split the ones I bought. More muff diving, alas.

I am happily involved with a new play partner and my dick is once again working. I don't mind in the least that it costs me $30 every time I fuck.