I'm getting used to the idea

It's hard to believe that my last blog entry was five weeks ago. But it's been five weeks without a period, too. I don't even feel like it's due either. None of those signs that I had grown accustomed to.

I have to admit that I've been more moody than ever, which is a lot because I typically was a very even tempered person. My dear husband has been absolutely wonderful letting my swings play out, giving me attention when he thinks I need it and making me feel sexy during those times when I think I might not be. It bothers me to think that the change might make me less appealing to him, but I'm now thinking that that might be wrongheaded on my part.

We've been spending a lot of time at our lake cottage this year. While there are lots of people who show up on the weekends, including our daughter and her significant other (that's likely another story), during the week it gets really quiet and we've taken to doing more than our share of sexual fooling around. Right now I'm just loving the attention. More to follow.