It is said that sexual development begins in our very first years. We develop an emotional and physical foundation for sexuality in many subtle ways as we grow. I can personally attest to that for sure. I have long been fascinated about how certain aspects of my own early childhood had such a major influence on my sexuality and it prompted me to go back to those formative years to try and gain some insight into how I came to have the sexual feelings I have today … feelings which make me who I am. This is what my blog is about. In a way I guess it’s a very brief autobiography of my early childhood and an attempt to rationalize and explain my emotions then and how the memory of those emotions still affects me today.