So many changes in the last month. So much to think and ponder. Dealing with some issues personal and physically. But glad to have a place to express my feelings to the friends I have met here. I'm taking each day at a time and enjoying each day. Trying to push the troubling things out of my mind and be positive in my life. Wondering if I screwed up along the way, sure I did. Feel much scattering of myself this last month like the glass keep breaking and I cannot get it all to glue it back together. But each day feel stronger mentally and physically and will continue to push forward. I am very strong mentally and this has helped me through my life. My strength is growing each day and I will keep it going. My life so good, many things I'm grateful for. And glad of all the encouragement from the members I've gotten to know. Thank you all for this help with my healing.