Chronological Index

So many changes in the last month. So much to think and ponder. Dealing with some issues personal and physically. But glad to have a place to express my feelings to the friends I have met here. I'm taking each day at a time and enjoying each day. Trying to push the troubling things o…

This is a medfet story where I am the patient. Involves exams, anesthesia, surgery. This is the first part. Any feedback or ideas welcome!

Everyone (here) (who has a medical fetish) has come to their fetish in their own unique, and very, very personal way. Some of them have come to terms with it early on, and some of us have hung onto it as a source of shame and embarrassment for decades. If you haven't guessed, I'm one…

This is something I don't usually do is blog and so this is my first one ever here which is like 13 years ago when I joined. I have been chilling most of the day as it was a long week for me which is not unusual, but I do have things to do around here but it is a fuck it day. I might…

I enjoy posting to discussions and writing fiction but often wanted to write something more long-form about topics of interest. Those pieces will be added here. Enjoy and feel free to reach out if you would like to discuss further.

my musings and chattering's

thanks for reading

This is a true story and on the most part is as honest as I can recall although for some personal purposes the names may have been changed it regards how I became a diaper wearer for the second time in my life since I was a baby in 1980.

I don’t know how many entries I will make here but this seemed to be the logical place to post my experiences.

Just some thoughts from time to time that make things in life more enjoyable. If you care to comment, we’ll both enjoy it more.

You might say that this is a collection of my miscellaneous ramblings, but hopefully entertaining as well.

I began enjoying enemas more than 10 years ago and in this time I have grown and learned what I enjoy and what I do not enjoy. Enemas began as a way for me to be clean and prepared for penetration. They quickly grew to a habit that brings me peace and allows me to collect my thoughts…

A lovely telemarketing person got a good dose of instruction earlier this morning when she called.

My visiting nurse as per our agreement answered. Always does during a rectal temp which I was getting or an enema.

”No I’m sorry he’s unavailable right now. Can I take a message?”

The c…

Why is a detached, objective, non-erotic examination of the body a turn on? Especially when worked over in fantasy. For me, a good part of it is the sense of objectification. I am a body only. My personality, likes and dislikes, interests, activities, profession, all that melts away…

Thoughts about my fetishes, experiences and random requests to the internets for feedback. Would love your comments and messages as you feel moved to provide them.

Had a colonoscope, the procedure went ok I guess, but the after affects were bad.

How this all started.

This is a blog about me sharing how I came to where I am today with embracing my love of all things enema. Like all our journeys it has its course it runs and recently I came to an open space I had not really been in before. This caused me to look back through my journals to look a…

20+ years experience with large volume water and air enemas

Just some fond memories about exams and my emotions and feelings that accompany them.