The sadistic dentist
Drilling the first cavity
Satisfied with her exploration, Dr. Silvia turned her back to him, a deliberate dismissal that emphasized his passive waiting. Her small hands moved with unnerving grace over the instrument tray. She selected the high-speed handpiece, attaching a long, tapering drill bit with a deliberate, clicking twist. She then picked up the saliva ejector and the high-volume suction hose, coiling them neatly on the tray beside him, ensuring every tool she might need was within her easy reach, not his. From his supine position, Leo’s view was a terrifying panorama of gleaming, sharp instruments and her controlled movements. She held the drill up, pressed the foot pedal, and the operatory was suddenly filled with its high, relentless scream. She let it run for a long five seconds, her eyes watching the bit blur into a silver vortex, before releasing the pedal and meeting his wide, apprehensive stare. "All ready," she said, her voice barely audible over the ringing silence left in the drill's wake. "Now, remember: you asked for this. Open."
The command was absolute, and his jaw obeyed, dropping open into a wide, vulnerable chasm. Dr. Silvia first introduced the cold, hard plastic tip of the suction tube, placing it with practiced precision against his inner cheek. Its low, guttural hiss was a constant, draining presence, pulling away his spit and with it, any semblance of moisture from his mouth. Then, she brought the drill forward. It did not touch him yet. She let the whining, high-pitched scream fill the space just inches from his lips, a wall of sound and vibration that seemed to press against his face. A fine, cold mist of water coolant sprayed from its head, dotting his chin and lips with an impersonal dew. His heart hammered against his ribs, a trapped bird in a cage of muscle and bone, as he stared up at the spinning blur of the bur, a silver demon dancing in the bright light, held steady in her small, unwavering hand. The terror was pristine, unadulterated by pain—this was the pure, awful anticipation of it, and she held him there, savoring the frantic pulse she could see in his throat.
The first contact was not a cut, but an overwhelming occupation. The shrieking diamond bur met the surface of his molar with a violent, high-frequency tremor that seemed to bypass pain and target primal disorientation. It was a sensation of being scraped by a thousand tiny, screaming needles, a grating, bone-deep vibration that traveled up the arch of his jaw and into the roots of his skull. Dr. Silvia applied steady, insistent pressure, and the sound changed pitch, deepening into a wet, grinding roar as it began to pulverize the enamel. Leo’s entire massive frame went rigid, every muscle from his neck to his calves locking in a desperate, static battle against the urge to recoil. His fingers dug into the vinyl armrests, his knuckles threatening to tear through the skin. The suction hissed uselessly at the chaos, and his world narrowed to the screaming in his ears and the small, focused woman methodically invading the strongest part of his body.
Then, the character of the assault changed. The high-pitched scream of the drill against enamel deepened into a lower, wetter growl as the bur broke through into the softer, decayed dentin beneath. The vibration became a deep, burning ache that pulsed in time with the drill’s revolutions, a hot wire of pure sensation drilling directly toward the nerve. Dr. Silvia’s eyes, above her mask, crinkled unmistakably into a grin of pure, predatory satisfaction. She leaned into her work, her small body wielding the instrument with devastating authority, each second of his suffering a testament to her control. Leo, a giant rendered infantile by pain, could do nothing but endure, his breath coming in ragged, tear-choked gasps around the invasion, the last vestiges of his defiant pride dissolving into the helpless understanding that he was merely an object of her grim, pleasurable expertise.
Time dissolved into the relentless, screaming present of the drill. Each second stretched into an eternity of grating vibration and searing heat, and a frantic, internal mantra began in Leo’s mind: When will it stop? Just stop. Please, stop. The pain was no longer a series of jolts but a continuous, rising tide, a deep, radiant burn that flooded his entire maxilla, throbbing behind his eye socket and syncing with his hammering heartbeat. His body betrayed him in a symphony of distress: a violent tremor ran through his clenched thighs, sweat soaked through the back of his shirt, and tears, now continuous, streamed from the corners of his eyes into his hairline and ears. A choked, guttural sound escaped him with each exhale, muffled by the tools in his mouth. Dr. Silvia saw it all—the whitened grip on the chair, the sheen on his forehead, the helpless pleading in his squeezed-shut eyes—and she subtly slowed her progress, not to offer relief, but to prolong the exquisite moment of his endurance fracturing, her own silent humming barely audible under the drill’s roar as she meticulously hollowed out his tooth.
The sudden silence when she lifted the drill was almost more shocking than the noise, leaving a high-pitched ringing in Leo's ears and a phantom vibration in his bones. He tried to unclench his jaw, to gulp air, but his muscles were locked in a rigid spasm, his entire body trembling with adrenaline and residual agony. Dr. Silvia made no move to hurry. She slowly exchanged the handpiece for the mirror and her sharp explorer, her eyes studying his face with clinical delight. She watched the rapid flutter of his eyelids, the tear tracks, the way his broad chest heaved. "Let's see how clean my work is," she murmured, not to him, but to herself, a private thrill in her tone. She then pressed the cold mirror against the wounded tooth and, with deliberate slowness, dragged the point of the explorer around the freshly excavated cavity's edges, searching for any remnant of soft decay. Each touch on the sensitized dentin, especially near the pulpal floor, sent fresh, sharp twinges through him, making his shoulders jerk. She smiled, seeing him flinch at mere probing after surviving the drill. "Still very responsive," she noted with approval, her gaze holding his pained one. "Good. We wouldn't want to miss a spot." Only then did she reach, with unhurried grace, for the drill again.
Leo’s heart sank as he saw her select a different, shorter, ball-shaped bur from the tray, the low-speed handpiece looking deceptively benign in her grip. He understood this was for the final, intimate excavation, and a fresh wave of dread tightened his chest. When she pressed the pedal, the new drill emitted a lower, more visceral growl, a sound that promised depth rather than speed. As it touched the deepest, most vulnerable floor of the cavity, the pain transformed. It was no longer a sharp, screaming invasion but a deep, profound burning—a focused, molten pressure that seemed to cradle the very soul of the tooth, kissing the inflamed nerve within a whisper’s distance. Leo’s body arched slightly off the chair, a silent scream locked in his throat, his previous trembling now a full, uncontrollable shudder as she worked the bur in slow, deliberate circles, scouring the sensitive dentin with a thoroughness that felt less like medicine and more like a ritualized punishment.
A final, deliberate sweep of the slow-speed bur along the pulpal wall sent a lightning bolt of pure, unmediated agony straight into Leo’s trigeminal nerve, a white-hot flash that blurred his vision and drew a strangled, wet sob from deep in his chest. He was teetering on a precipice, every instinct screaming to clamp his jaw shut, to bat her hands away, to end this self-inflicted torture. But Dr. Silvia merely withdrew the drill with a final, contemptuous whirr, her eyes cool and assessing behind her loupes. "That's one," she stated, her voice devoid of any warmth or praise for his endurance. She didn't offer him a rinse or a moment to collect himself.