Eric feels ashamed and exposed. Julia knows all his frailties, desires and vulnerabilities and to top all of it off she is smarter and more emotionally astute than he is. Eric has no where to hide when he is around Julia.

"Ok, just let me say one more thing and I will drop the topic of sex. As your girlfriend, I think it is fair that I tell you while I have never kissed or been intimate with a boy, I am not a virgin."

"Let me guess, it is that cheerleader Tammy who you balance on one hand?

Julia catches her squeak by covering her mouth, "I wish! I made a comment complimenting her body that made her incredibly uncomfortable. The very next week I found out she lost her virginity to the quarterback. No, it was Beth. Beth was my girl!"

"The volleyball girl?"

"Yes, that's her. We double fingered eachother in the pussy and butt and learned how to make eachother squirt in seconds. Freshman year she visited my house when I was sick and brought me chicken soup. She introduced me to the proper way to monitor a fever."

"Let me guess, you returned the favor and learned how to be a loving Nurse Julia?"

"Don't hate and be jealous. Trust me Beth is way more jealous of you. The week I started having lunch with you she gave me an ultimatum and we broke up. She is now going to go into women's studies because of you."

"Really? Tell me Julia what is the difference between when you did temperature play with her vs with me?"

"Honestly, the difference is like night and day. We were so comfortable with eachother before we played it felt natural. No tension whatsoever, just pleasure. With you... I was terrified with the idea of being the patient. I was self-conscious if I had a pimple on my butt, or if I would fart or thermometer would come out gross if you put it in too deep. I would have spent an hour in the bathroom giving myself enemas if you made me go through with it."

"But what about when I was the patient vs her?"

"So much more tension with you. I was trying so hard to be sexy for you and create sexual tension from you. I wanted you to feel a whole spectrum of overwhelming emotions."

"Believe me, you succeeded. I am still embarrassed when I think of what Nurse and Doctor Julia did to me!...What would happen now? I mean what would happen if I tried taking your temperature now? Aren't you more comfortable with me?"

"Seriously, you don't know after our little discussion?" Eric sits with a blank stare on his face. "My no kitty play rule was in place to honor YOUR boundaries. The area of my body of no playing is expanding by the second. You lost your open window of comfortable play with me well before you called me your girlfriend."

Eric pouts, "So no play ever again?"

Julia shrugs, "We will see how my gynecologist visit goes. It's possible it will give me piece of mind that the possibility of slipping up and having sex goes away and settles my hormones a bit if I am protected from unintended consequences. If I can feel myself wanting to do something I know you will regret, then we may have to end play time altogether."

Eric frowns, "I had no idea the urge is so strong for you. I honestly thought only us men could feel that way."

Julia waves her hair, "Women can survive any sexual drought no problem, but once we get charged up and feel connected everything changes so fast."

"So what do we do now? It is 10:30 and you can't go home for two hours."

Julia taps her perfect white teeth, "You know what would make Beth furious right now? She forbid me from watching the 1961 version of Babes in Toyland and I have never seen it. She says it is the most misogynistic movie ever created. Should we pop it in the DVD player?"