I became even more nervous. So now the thing I had been most afraid of all along was about to happen—the gynecologist wanted to examine me through my butt. Of course, when the doctor's assistant announced it, I should have realized that not only would something be inserted into my vagina, but also into my butt. But until just now, I had managed to push it out of my mind. When Dr. Fischer uttered the words “rectal exam,” my gastrointestinal tract felt like it had been struck by lightning. My stomach gurgled even more, and I felt even more strongly that I finally had to go to the bathroom, and I couldn't even tell if I was constipated or had diarrhea. But one thing was certain: I was really full in the back, and the gynecologist would find that out one way or another with his digital rectal exam. My hands became sweaty and my legs moved more and more restlessly in the stirrups. My butt was now sticking a little to the rustling paper on the leather cover of the gynecological chair. "Um, I think I still need to go to the bathroom. I've never had a rectal exam before, and I don't really need one, it's really not necessary,“ I stammered, hoping to find some way out of the impending rectal exam.

”Marie, I often hear from patients that a rectal exam isn't necessary for them. But as I said earlier, today's preventive examination includes not only a thorough vaginal examination, but also a thorough rectal examination. In addition, you have never had a rectal examination by a gynecologist, so it's high time we checked today to see if everything is okay with your rectum and rectal canal. I am aware that the anal area is a very sensitive and intimate area, and I will take this into account during your examination. I have also heard from your preliminary examination, i.e., your rectal temperature measurement and stool sample, that your rectum is full and not clean. You tried again earlier in the bathroom, but it didn't work. That's not a problem, and with all the excitement, it's not that easy, I understand. We'll just start with the recto-vaginal examination and see how full you really are back there. If there really is too much stool for the rest of your rectal examination, we'll find a solution to clean your rectum nicely. Even then, you wouldn't be the only one; it happens sometimes. But let's get started," said Dr. Fischer as he put on new examination gloves and rubbed lubricant on his index and middle fingers again. I couldn't have been in a better or more vulnerable position—my vagina and anus were perfectly accessible.

Dr. Fischer was only a few millimeters away from my two most intimate orifices with his two fingers: "Now take a deep breath and relax. When I put my finger on your anus, please press against it a little, that will make it easier to insert. I have to insert my finger all the way into your butt, as far as it will go. It will feel a little strange, and you'll probably feel like you really need to go to the bathroom, but that's normal." I just nodded and felt his fingertip on my anus and between my labia. I was overwhelmed by the situation, and by now I even had tears in my eyes... in both openings, at the same time, still completely naked and spread out on this monster chair in front of a pretty, young gynecologist. It only took a fraction of a second and both fingers were inside me. Reflexively, I clenched my butt hole and moved my ass up a little on the chair. But the doctor was not deterred and pushed his fingers further in: “Please don't move your butt up and relax, otherwise it will hurt in your butt!” he said, a little more forcefully. My mouth was open in shock, I moaned because I had never felt so stuffed in both openings in my life. I felt like I really needed to poop! At the same time, I realized that the gynecologist was poking around in a pile of fecal matter with his finger. I forced myself to relax my anus as much as possible, but just inserting his finger was terribly uncomfortable—my sphincter sucked tightly around the doctor's finger. “I'm now going to briefly feel the thin membrane between your rectum and your vagina. Everything feels fine so far,” said Dr. Fischer, while moving his fingers around in my vagina and butt, not exactly gently. It took a lot of effort to resist the reflex to pull my butt up again and again. But I didn't want to act like that. “It's just two fingers in two body openings between my legs, don't be such a baby, Marie,” said my inner voice of discipline. And what would the glove look like when it came out of my butt... I had to expect the worst.

"So Marie, when I feel around in your rectum like this, I can clearly feel how full you are. With your rectum this full, I can't continue the rectal examination because there's just too much in the way and I can't feel your intestinal walls properly. I would now like to add the second finger from your vagina and insert it into your anus so that I can feel with two fingers how badly you are constipated,“ I heard the gynecologist say. ”What?! Please, no second finger, it feels so tight in my butt! Please let me go to the bathroom, I think I can go now," I begged through tears. “Yes, Marie, it has to be done. And if you can handle one finger in your anus, you can handle two. I'll slide it in next to the other finger and then examine your rectum with both. Stay relaxed and push against it, you'll see, your butt will open up all by itself,” and without further ado, Dr. Fischer pressed his second finger into my tight asshole with considerable pressure. I screamed and kicked my legs in the stirrups. Reflexively, I lifted my butt to escape the fingers. But the gynecologist grabbed my labia with his free hand and smiled at me: “Please don't run away with your butt.” My asshole was very tense and pulsed around the two fingers. He made circular movements with them – which I could feel in my own poop, which I had been so eager to get rid of in the toilet earlier. With his free hand, he pointed the bright LED lamp directly at my anus, which was now well clogged: “I'll spread my two fingers very slightly and look into your rectum with the lamp, then I can assess it even better.” I felt him spread his two fingers in my tight asshole. The stretching pain increased and I whimpered several “ow”s again with a pain-contorted face and tried as bravely as possible to grit my teeth.

I was shocked to feel my anus open up in the middle between his two fingers due to the spreading, and cool air entered my rectum. It was a really strange and at the same time humiliating feeling, as I realized that the doc could now not only feel my poop, but also see it in the depths of my ass. With a skeptical look, he moved a little closer to my butt and looked at the visible part of my rectum. With a sigh, he pulled his fingers back together, circled them briefly in my butt again, and then pulled them back out. I closed my eyes and was just relieved that the intruder was out of my asshole again and the stretching was gone. As he pulled his fingers out, I got goosebumps all over my body—it felt exactly like pooping. As his fingers were pulled out, I pressed with my mind and noticed that some of my poop was following his fingers. When I realized this, I opened my eyes wide and desperately clenched my anus and buttocks. This was exactly what I was afraid of – pooping at the doctor's feet!!! But the clenching came a fraction of a second too late, a piece of my faeces had already reached the sphincter and was virtually cut off by the clenched sphincter. My butt was sticking out a little over the exam chair, so the piece of poop should have fallen to the floor. However, Dr. Fischer saw my mishap, even though he himself was surprised, and held his hand under my asshole to catch the poop. I couldn't help but look and saw that his two fingers, which had been poking around in my butt, were completely brown. In his hand was the piece of poop that had involuntarily come out of my butt. I sat up a little, a tear rolling down my cheek, because I had never been so ashamed.

"Oh Marie, you don't have to be embarrassed, it can happen. With all the excitement and the unfamiliar feeling of a full, constipated butt, it can happen. You can see it on my glove, it's completely brown. I was able to look inside with the lamp, your rectum is very full and even constipated, you can almost only see brown and no intestinal walls. I can't perform a rectal examination like this because I need to insert an examination instrument into your rectum. I'm sorry, but there's no way around an enema; we have to clean your rectum properly. But don't worry, we're equipped to handle cases like this. There are always girls who are constipated, and then we give them an enema right here on the spot to complete the necessary examinations. And you know: without a completed rectal examination, you won't get the pill," said the gynecologist, wiping my butt crack and anus clean of my mishap with a wet wipe.