That night around 8:30 Kelly came in from work looking disheveled and not wearing the scrubs she left the house in.

“You OK Kelly?” I asked

“What a fucking 7-7 today… It’s a full moon, it's just going to get worse tonight.”

“Oh my, what happened?”

“These are my 3rd scrubs today, Two major trauma cases, three cardiac arrests, some guy smearing shit on everything, lots of vomit, and a toddler with a crayon up his nose. I spent a good half hour just standing in the locker room shower after my shift…I’m getting an office job.”

“I’m sorry… Yeah it’s either boring or terrifying there.”

“Yeah, how did Elizabeth do today?”

“She was very brave, she’d like another girls night if you’re ok with staying in.”

“Order take-out and I am not moving from this couch. Eh screw it we are all girls here” she said, ripping off her scrubs and bra and throwing a T shirt on. “So where is your sister?” She asked, sitting on the couch and putting her feet up.

“I’m right over here.” My sister said from my bedroom door.

“HI Liz, how are you doing?” Kelly asked.

“Fine, I got my birth control pills…”

“How was the exam? Did you do OK?”

“It sucked… something called vaginismus… And some man checking out my vagina… kind of gross…”

“Don’t say that about yourself, Vaginas are not gross.”

“Yeah they are…”

“Well, I mean I like a hard penis better but vulvas are cute too… well was your visit with Doctor Benz at least helpful.”

“Very… I guess the vaginismus might go away once I get more used to being intimate….”

“Yeah it can take some time. Maybe more vaginal stimulation when you masturbate.”

“I have never masturbated…”

“What? Everyone does, I have had an orgasm almost every day since I was like 13.”

“Ewe you touch yourself there!”

“Yeah I touch my face too, what’s the difference?”

“I mean… I dunno… I have tried… It builds up and I just get scared and stop.”

“Huh? Yeah I can see that… How about you Meg when was your time flicking the bean to completion?”

“What Kelly? No…”

“Come on, I know you do! I have walked in on you doing it.”

“WHAT!” My sister yelped out.

“If you don’t want to get caught, lock the door… But Megs, come on tell us, so little sis doesn’t think it’s too weird.”

“14… maybe 15… It was my main stress relief… Still is… sometimes you just need a good O.”

“Stressed? you?” My sister asked.

“Yeah, You think I am a genius, I am just driven… but like study all night for an exam, sneak four cups of coffee, take the test, get home and rub one out so I could get some sleep was my MO through most of my student life.”

“Probably blow some of that anxiety away Sis… Just saying.”

“Or not…”

“Well then have Adam go down on you, that’s the surest way to an orgasm for me!” Kelly piped up.

“Umm that’s really gross…”

“Why? I love it… I bet Megs does too… and just so you know sex isn’t clean but it’s amazing… But you’re gonna get sweaty, fluids will flow… but that orgasm! Gosh a good orgasm… Hopefully Adam can find your clit… and when your cool with penetration can figure out the G spot too…”

“G-Spot?” My sister said confused.

“Some women have a spot in their vagina that is more sensitive to stimulation.” I said in my professional tone.

“Oh so you know all about it Megs? The first time I ever had a man hit that spot… WOW and Brian hit it PERFECTLY our first night.”

“I know I could hear you screaming. And not something I have experienced”

“Oh what a shame… What gets you off Meg?”

“Ummm I have orgasmed from just nipple stimulation with Gianni…But in order to orgasm I need to feel safe, and in charge.”

“I’m really not surprised, I am a total sub, nothing gets me off like the man being 100% in charge and knowing what he’s doing, like Liz your exam today would have totally turned me on.”

“Geez Kelly, I hope my exam didn’t get you excited!”

“Oh God no… That’s why I only see women for that…I only saw a man my first time. It was kind of embarrassing that it happened… OK now you two know the only thing that embarrasses me when dealing with sex stuff.”

“What happened Kelly?” I asked

“Oh Gosh… Well umm… I was having some really bad periods… and my mom and doctor said maybe some of the, at the time, newest birth control pills like Enovid would help me… but I'd need to see a gynecologist… I was kind of younger at the time… I hadn’t even had my first kiss yet! My mom made the appointment, filled me in on what to expect… But I didn’t want mom to take me so my sister did. She was like 20 at the time… not in the convent yet.. Though getting there… You know the boy she went to the prom with became a priest.

That would have been OK, I mean my mom’s doctor was a woman, my sister and I expected there to be a woman… I wasn’t looking forward to it, but I also wasn’t scared either… But like ok we are checking in. my big sister and I… and the receptionist asks if we’d mind seeing the intern… And I am like “OK.” So anyways we are taken back… you know the drill.. My sister does have a sense of humor, even if it’s a bit awkward and she made some boob jokes with me. Really put me at ease… And hey everyone likes boobs… heck even gay men like boobs…

So I am sitting there, nervous as fuck, swinging my legs back and forth while waiting…I felt so naked under the gown… and in walks a young… HANDSOME… 20 something man… I wanted to run out the door, my sister gave me a look… but after a little chit chat, and an offer to see another, female doctor… I just was like OK and lets go along with it.

Oh my God girls… This man had complete control over me! And the first man to see me in any state of undress! I was completely submissive but also felt so safe… By the time he finished the breast exam I was fully aroused.. In a way I never was before… Like every touch and feeling was a plus ten! I was being told what to do, how to move, to let me knees fall open… that he was going to touch me now… and then he did… and I had no choice… I was his…. Completely his… and I knew he wouldn’t harm me but yet… I was all his… I knew I was aroused.. I was so ashamed.. And yeah it wasn’t comfortable… I mean I was a virgin and there was this metal thing inside me… then his fingers.. In EVERY hole… I honestly wanted to die of embarrassment… yet the more embarrassed I felt, the more submissive I felt… The more submissive I felt the more aroused I was… so the more embarrassed I was… what a cycle…

I was so confused I was crying on the way home and kept telling me sister and later mother how absolutely humiliated I felt… But… But later that night… I grabbed a hand mirror and explored every little part of me just like the doctor did… and I started reliving it… And I came so hard… So yeah… I never wanted to see a male gyno again because… well I don’t want to get that turned on in the wrong situation again… But hey at some level you’re meant to get aroused when someone touches your boobs or vag.. So I guess it’s normal? Yet it isn’t…”

“I get it Kelly, I think Gianni is kind of the same way… But the gyno is just business for me like getting an oil change.” I said as I looked around and saw Elizabeth staring wide eyed at Kelly.

“Oh wow…” my sister finally managed to stammer out.

“What?” Kelly said with some shame in her voice.

“I just can’t imagine being that submissive… ever… But…”

“What?” Kelly again said looking at the floor.

“Doctor Benz was the first man to ever see my breasts… and he put his finger in my back door… and wow the shock of that… once the shock was over… it felt kind of good… ya know?”

“Huh?” Kelly said now confused.

“I saw that smile…” I joked trying to make Kelly feel a little better after opening up to us.

“Yeah… So like Kelly it’s OK… I am not submissive… but I don’t want to be in charge either… Can’t sex be.. Umm… egalitarian?”

“Sure it can Liz…” Kelly said “You need to just figure it out but also you really need to get over sex being gross, everyone likes different stuff ya know.”

“Maybe it’s ok if I let Adam kiss me down there… You ladies don’t think that gross.”

“It’s not Elizabeth.” I said calmly.

“Make sure you tell him what to do though.” Kelly said with a chuckle. “About half of all men have no idea what’s what down there, and trust me I have had a bigger than average sample size… Guys are easy like just stroke the rod till it goes off… We girls, it’s like piloting the concord… though the worst oral I ever got was from a concord pilot…He was French too… so much for that stereotype… The uniform though… I had him keep his cap on….”

“Oh Geez kelly…” I said looking at her.

“And the best?” My sister said curiously.

“Oh that time I dated a girl for a few months… just an experiment when I was like 21… I umm… yeah I like cocks better than pussy by a mile…”

“Ewe you didn’t to her though right?” My sister said.

“Oh of course I did… It happens… Heck, even Megs got it from a lady once.”

“What Meghan!”

“Oh Geez Kelly! That’s why I didn’t want to tell you! Yeah, remember Professor Heggar? The Bio professor I was friends with? She had a kink where she liked having someone watch… So yeah I watched her and her husband have sex… Then she tossed me on the bed, pulled my shorts and panties off and went down on me while he sat in the corner and stroked it… Not my best moment.. It only happened that ONE time… I felt… good in the moment… I completely regretted it later…”

“Oh geez Meghan what would mom think?!”

“Who knows, don’t tell her..”

“Oh she wouldn’t think anything I bet.” Kelly said “Your mom is pretty hot for a woman in her 50’s and if you two look as much alike as you say Liz, she was SMOKING hot when she was younger… I am sure your dad can’t keep his hands off her.”

“Ewe! NO! They only had sex… four times… and solely for procreation.” I started chuckling. “Yes, that's it, end of conversation… “ My sister said nonchalantly “My dad drives a station wagon… My mom’s favorite TV show is Lawrence Welk, every sunday night… No one wants to imaging their parents fucking.”

“What Elizabeth?” I said suddenly laughing.

“What?” She said, confused.

“I absolutely, have never heard you ever use a bad word before, ever…”

“Well ummm sexual intercourse… just sounds too clinical now…”

“There you go, have some fun!” Kelly piped up. “Fuck, Pussy, Cock, Ass… YUP!”

“Oh geez kelly…” I said.

We ended up having chinese take out and before heading off to bed my sister looked over at Kelly. “Hey Kelly, thanks for being crazy and open.”

“Hey it’s what I do.”

“Yeah when I get back I’m having Adam go down on me.”

“There ya go!”

“Think it would be gross if I asked him to finger my ass?”

“Oh I don’t think so…use some lube… but just talk to him about it ok?”

“OK…”

The next morning we were all up and Kelly and I were having breakfast while Elizabeth was taking a morning shower when we both heard a loud moan followed by my sister yelling out “Oh Holy Crap WOW!” from the shower.

“I think Liz discovered how good a solo orgasm is…” Kelly said with a big smile.