I had a great day with Gianni, we kissed, but that was about it. We just drove up the coast to Maine and back. Had seafood, and I got home about 6:00pm and had a lot on my mind. Kelly wasn’t around so I assumed that she was spending the night with Brian. She normally would have at least left me a message but it wasn’t that late. I will be honest, I was horny, plane and simple.

I am not sure exactly my thought process but I was thinking about when I listened to Gianni’s heart in the hospital… I went and grabbed my stethoscope and well, a bit shy to admit but my dildo, and started listening to my heart while sitting on the couch. I really didn’t think I’d stay in the mood that long though so I put the evening news on the TV… My heart beating pretty strong though, so I did the only logical thing and undressed and began caressing my breasts.

I can nearly come from nipple stimulation but then I started listening to my heart again… Beating even faster and harder… I grabbed some surgical tape I had and taped the bell of the stethoscope to my chest, closed my eyes, and well, went to town on myself. I was intensely listening to my own pounding heart while using a dildo on myself and rubbing my clit… I know I was moaning and yeah I was thinking about Gianni’s dark eyes while I laid there. I finally came as my heart was pounding, I slowly took the dildo out of me, listened to my now slowing heart a bit, and curled up and as I opened my eyes I heard Kelly.

“Didn’t even hear me come in?” She said coyly sitting across from me.

“What Kelly!” I said shooting up trying to find a blanket or something to cover up but my genetic clumsiness came over me and I fell over. “Ouch!” I yelled hitting my shin on the coffee table, as Kelly threw a blanket over me.

“Geez Meg, I know you liked a good O but toys? You know a real man feels sooo much better…”

“Oh God Kelly I am sorry.”

“For what?”

“I don’t know…” I said, almost in tears from the shock.

“Meg, it’s OK… I take it you had a good day then?”

“I can’t stop thinking about him!” I said tearing up and getting my panties back on.

“Yeah well… I am sure he’d be open to helping you with this. And you were moaning his name over and over again. Just glad you were not jilling to the weather man.” she said with a wink.

“No Kelly, I don’t want a relationship!”

“Why the hell not Meg?”

“Cause I want to get through a fellowship and he’s busy starting a business… and I’m afraid OK?”

“Afraid?”

“Yeah what if… what if I fall in love with him and it doesn’t work out… what if he is just smooth and wants to use me… what… Well I am not pretty like you, guys don’t like me…If a guy was just a one night stand with you, you can just get another whenever you want… Handsome men too…”

“It’s empty Meg, if you fall in love it’s OK… Men don’t want me for me… They want me because I am easy…”

“Huh? I thought you liked picking up guys?”

“I’m sick of it… I told Brian today, we had a great date day, saw some great art… but I was like, you’re too good for me… I told him I am just a slut… He didn’t say anything… It was quiet… Whatever… I’d just pick some other guy up next weekend… rinse and repeat… but then we started talking… we’ll try and date… but no sex for… three months…” She said opening her purse and looking at her date book.

“You set a sex date?”

“Ummm yes…” She said a little embarrassed.

“Have you ever gone that long without sex?” I said jokingly

“Not since college… Where can I get one of these?” She said, picking up the dildo and waving it around at me.

“I know a place…”

About two weeks later I was in the ER working away, a little upset my time off didn’t overlap with Gianni’s, but we’d make it work. He said I could come by for dinner at the restaurant at least. Kelly came back behind me and poked me on the side, I jumped and then she whispered in my ear. “Hey Meg… I wasn’t kidding about needing a toy… Ummm… I’m kind of afraid to go alone.”

“OK when do you get off?”

“I’d like to get off stat but that’s not what you mean… my shift ends at 7pm..”

“OK I am done at four… I think they are open really late…”

After Kelly got home and changed we got in my car and drove out of the city to a “sex shop” Kelly was dressed almost like she was in disguise, long dress, hat on her head and sunglasses at night.

“Oh geez did you see that sign Meg?” She said with a chuckle.

“What sign?”

“Parking in rear… at a sex store?”

“Yeah and a back door, so we can go in the back…” I responded clueless to what I was saying.

“Yeah the back door Meg… The BACCCKKK Door… BUTT HOLE…”

“Oh geez Kelly and you’re the one shy about going here?”

“Ummm… a bit.”

We went inside and yeah it is a sex shop, not sure how else to describe it. Magazines, toys, other things, and a man about 30 behind the counter.

“How can I help you ladies today?”

“Ummm… Just looking…” Kelly said shyly.

“Oh ok…anything in particular you ladies need?”

“She needs a Dildo.” I said nonchalantly as kelly turned deep red and shrunk back a bit. “It’s her first time here.”

He smiled and directed us to a small selection down an aisle. “Oh my GOD MEG some of these are… SCARY!”

“Well don’t buy those… I like the more realistic ones…”

“What? How many of these things do you have Meg?”

“Three… Here, this one is about average man size in my experience… and rubber so it will feel more real…” I said, handing her one.

“Oh, ummm…”

“Come on Kelly, it’s just a dildo… Here I’ll pay… Oh one more thing…” I said seeing a few butt plugs… or in medical parlance Anal Dilators. I grabbed one not too big.

“Oh what the fuck is that Meg?”

“For the back door…”

“For you?” She said shocked.

“Yes and no…” I joked and we went to pay.

“Oh find everything you need ladies?”

“Oh yes thank you!” I said with a smile.

“Umm none of my business but are you two a couple?”

“What?!” Kelly said, shocked.

“Ummm no…” I said “We liked boys.”

“But you’re buying your friend a dildo and a butt plug?”

“Yes. but the plug is for another friend.” I said as he cashed us out.

“That wasn’t so bad was it?” I joked when we got to the car.

“Meg, he thought we were lesbians!”

“Yeah so…I did just buy my best friend a sex toy, I can see his confusion…”

“Oh geez Meg… Just drive home carefully, I don’t want to get pulled over with a bag of sex toys…”

OK well everyone wants to know about some sexy time… I had Gianni over a few days later and told him to spend the night. Kelly was studying for a cert so locked in her room and you know we locked ourselves in mine… We had been dating just over a month but haven’t had sex yet. Like I mentioned I was kind of scared of the relationship but despite that I wanted to be with him. We were doing our usual talking and joking around, and making out.

Well I wanted a little fun and told him to wait a moment for me and I ran off into the bathroom and put on my white lab coat… JUST my lab coat… and came back in.

“Wow, Megham ummm…”

“Shhh….” I said sitting on the bed next to him and going back to making out. He was on top of me sucking on my nipples and playing with my breasts when I managed to break free and told him “Undress for Doctor Meghan…” Well without a word he did as he was told and wow his cock was erect at attention for me.

“Oh my Gianna that’s a big one!”

“Well you have seen it before…”

“Honestly I wasn’t paying attention that time… and WOW…” I said pushing him gently onto the bed and closing my lips around it. After a few moments I pulled away. “Do you trust me?”

“Yes…” he said panting

“OK stand up… Close your eyes… now relax.” I said getting down and going back to my work… only I snuck some lube on my finger and started pushing it into his bumm… He started squiggling around… Not resisting but… “Oh you like that huh?”

“Oh God Meghan… No one has ever…”

“Shhh…. I am not done yet…” I really was enjoying this power I suddenly had on him… pressing his prostate made his whole body tense and mixed with a hard suck by me I knew it wouldn’t be long. I reached into a paper bag under my bed and pulled out the plug I bought. “Keep your eyes close but I think your ass is ready for a treat.” I said and started pushing it in. He moaned so loudly. “I knew you’d like that…” I whispered and then really went to town with my mouth until his body exploded in a way I never felt a man experience before.. So hard he fell onto the bed with a loud moan… He just stared at me and I was smiling proudly.

“Meghan…”

“I swallowed… Now… stay there.” I said sitting across his chest. “How much strength do you have left?”

“What?”

I didn’t say anything I just sat my soaking wet pussy over his mouth and he knew what to do. He was also a bit of a tease… just a bit… He was getting me sooo close then stopping getting me so close… then stopping… I was on fire… And I was probably getting way to into it because all of a sudden i heard a knocking on the wall…

“Hey I’m happy for you two but I need to get up at 5:00AM just make her cum already!”

I was a little bit, embarrassed but it really didn’t kill the mood and well I came so hard… My whole body was shaking… I cuddled up with him and we fell asleep… he kept the plug in all night. I felt naughty but empowered. Next morning after Kelly left we had some very passionate but less kinky morning sex… and then shower sex…